Christian Science -- Fiction; People with disabilities -- Fiction
Carolina did not know the nature of Mrs. Goddard’s infirmity, so she
forbore to ask of what. She only knew, as all the smart world knew, that
Mrs. Goddard did something dreadful, and did it to excess. It was
whispered that it was a case of drugs, but there were those, less kind,
who hinted at a more vulgar excess, either of which would explain the
dreadful scenes Mrs. Goddard had occasioned in public. Her intimates
asserted that a terrible malady was at the bottom of her habits,
whatever they were. At any rate, a somewhat scandalous mystery hung
over Mrs. Goddard’s name, although she had been at the forefront of
every mad scene of pleasure the fashionable world could invent to kill
time.
"You are changed, too," said Carolina, wonderingly, more and more
surprised to see Rosemary Goddard--of all girls!--kneeling at her
bedside, holding her hand in a warm grasp, pressing it now and then to
emphasize an affection she felt shy of expressing, and talking in a
gentle, altogether unknown tone of voice. In Carolina’s uncompromising
vocabulary she had privately stigmatized Rosemary as a snob, and rather
ridiculed her exaggeration of aristocracy. But the coldness, the tired
expression, the aloofness, were all gone. The weary eyes shone. The
bored eyebrows were lowered. The curved lips smiled. The withdrawn
hands were reached out to help. The whole attitude was radiant of
sympathy and love.
Rosemary could not forbear to smile at Carolina’s unconscious scrutiny.
"What has done it?" asked Carolina, abruptly.
"Christian Science," said Rosemary, frankly.
Carolina was disappointed that she did not rush on and explain. She had
heard that Scientists thrust their views upon you and were instant in
season, out of season. She was piqued that Rosemary did not give her
the opportunity to argue and refute. Carolina wanted to be coaxed.
"The change in you is wonderful," she said at last. "I think it is
always a little insulting to tell a woman how she has improved, so I
will not harp on it. But I don’t think I care to investigate Christian
Science. It has always bored me when people have tried to explain it to
me."
"You have a perfect right to leave it alone, then," said Rosemary.
"Christian Science does not need you in the least."
Although her tone was perfectly sweet and kind, it was dignified, and
Carolina’s quickness at once comprehended the almost unbearable
priggishness of her remark.
"I did not intend to be rude," she said, hurriedly. Then she hesitated
as another thought struck her, and in a more timid voice she said:
"Did you mean that Christian Science does not need me as much as I need
Christian Science?"
Rosemary pressed her hand as her only reply.
"Can it help me?" cried Carolina, with sudden fervour. "I am a wreck,
physically and mentally. I have lost parents, fortune, home, health, and
ambition. I long to die! I have even lost my God!"
"Christian Science will give you back your God," said Rosemary.
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