Christian Science -- Fiction; People with disabilities -- Fiction
"And I assure you no less than Rosemary," said Mrs. Goddard, "that God
is able and willing to heal all such as repent of their sins and come to
Him with an humble and contrite heart. You are the best judge of
whether your heart is right toward your enemies. Can you bring yourself
to love this man who has defrauded you of your inheritance? If not, you
have no right to expect God to restore it to you. Now think this over
while I give you a treatment."
Carolina watched her in so great a surprise that she forgot to think
over her grievance against Colonel Yancey. Mrs. Goddard leaned her
elbow on the arm of her chair, and pressed the tips of her fingers
lightly against her closed eyes as if in silent prayer. Her lovely face
framed in large ripples of iron-gray hair, her gown of silvery gray, her
figure still youthful in its curves, her slender, spiritual hands, her
earnest voice, and tender, helpful manner, formed so beautiful an image
in Carolina’s mind, and she longed so ardently to model herself upon the
spirit she represented, that tears welled to her eyes when she
contrasted her own attitude with Mrs. Goddard’s, and when she recalled
herself with a start, to the subject of Colonel Yancey, she found to her
surprise that his importance had so diminished that he had receded into
the background of her thought, and the thing she most ardently desired
was not Guildford, but to put herself right with God, her Father!
At the moment that this thought formulated in her mind, a flood of
divine peace poured over her whole spirit, and for the first time the
pain of her bereavement lessened, and then gently passed into
nothingness.
God her Father! A God of infinite tenderness and love! One who loved
her even as her own dear father had loved! One who was not responsible
for all the evil which had descended upon her! One who owed her only
love and protection, and a tenderness such as she had received in its
highest earthly form from her father.
In vain Carolina struggled to deify God above her earthly father. She
had loved him in so large and deep and broad a manner that she could
only realize her new God by comparing Him to her father. And Divine
Science had sent this new interpretation of God to her to take the place
in her sore heart of the ever-present aching sense of her great loss.
When Mrs. Goddard ended her treatment and opened her eyes, she sat for a
moment in silent contemplation of the transfigured face before her.
Carolina’s beauty, as she thus, for the first time, beheld the face of
her Father, was almost unearthly. It was as that of the angels in
heaven.
A wave of generous thanksgiving and rejoicing swept over the soul of her
practitioner, for she knew that she had been permitted to be the
instrument in God’s hands of healing a soul which had been sick unto
death. Carolina’s bodily healing took second place in her thought, yet
her confidence was sound that that was even now being accomplished.
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