"My goodness!" gasped Papa Cameron, entering into the spirit of his
little daughter's imaginings, as he almost always did, "you wouldn't
really want to know that you were _wormy_, would you, Snuggy? My
goodness! Just like a wormy chestnut, or a wormy apple! I couldn't love
a wormy little girl, I am afraid."
Carolyn, sitting on his lap, allowed herself to shudder deliciously at
the thought.
"Mamma says the nerves are under my skin and that they spread all over
me, like a fine net. Like a hair-net, I spect. And if they were worms
crawling under my skin I don't believe they would feel any worse."
So Carolyn's visits with her dog to the pale lady were curtailed
because of the dressmaking activities. Nevertheless, within the
following few weeks the little girl became very good friends indeed
with Mrs. Laird. She never saw Mr. Laird, but they often spoke of him,
for the pale lady evidently loved him very much and believed heartily
that he was a much more worthy man than their circumstances seemed to
suggest. What Mr. Laird did for a living Carolyn was never told; but it
was evident he did not earn much money. The pale lady was continually
taking medicine, so the doctor must get a good part of what her husband
earned; and the baby had cost a great deal, of course.
"Yes; they always do," agreed Carolyn May, commenting upon this final
fact. "It seems just as though nobody ever finds a baby that doesn't
need a doctor, and nurses, and clothes, and a baby carriage, and a
whole lot of things. It would be lots nicer," observed Carolyn May,
stating an obvious fact as though it were quite original, "if babies
were left right outside your door in a nice carriage all dressed up,
and with a boxful of clothes. Then there wouldn't be a single, sol'tary
thing to worry about."
"I believe, Carolyn May," said the pale lady, laughing faintly, "that
if you could make this old world over you would have things much more
nicely arranged than they now are. I am sure we should all be happier."
"Oh, as for being happy," said the little girl, "that is altogether in
our own hands. So my papa says. It's just like burning a tiny, tiny
candle in a very dark place, he says. Never mind how small the light
is, right close to it there is plenty to see by. We may not light up
the whole big world with our little candle; but we can light ourselves,
anyway. Papa Cameron," added the small philosopher, who came honestly
enough by her optimism, "says always to look out and up, never to look
inside us at our troubles. You know," and the giggles bubbled up and
the little girl's eyes danced. "You know, he always says he works for
the firm of 'Grin and Bearit' and so, no matter what happens, he is
prepared for it.
"It's an awful nice way to be," added the little girl. "My papa's a
real comferble man to have about the house. My mamma often says so."
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