American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
The old party in the room next to Tommy's at the hotel had arrived the
day before, with an umbrella, a straw suitcase and a worried eye on
either side his long, white, chalkish, pitted nose. He seemed chilly
in spite of his large plum-colored overcoat, of a cut that has survived
only in the rural districts. He wore a salient, assertive beard, that
had once been sandy and was now almost white, but it was the only
assertive thing about him. His manner was far from aggressive.
An hour after he had been shown to his room he appeared at the desk
again and inquired timidly of the clerk, “There's a fire near here?”
“Little blaze in the next block. Doesn't amount to anything,” said the
clerk.
“I heard the--the engines,” said the guest apologetically.
“Doesn't amount to anything,” said the clerk again. And then, “Nervous
about fire?”
The old party seemed startled.
“Who? Me? Why should I be nervous about fire? No! No! No!” He beat a
sudden retreat. “I was just asking--just asking,” he threw back over his
shoulder.
“Old duck's scared of fire and ashamed to own it,” mused the clerk,
watching him out of the lobby.
The old party went back to his room, and there one of the first
things he saw was a copy of the Bible lying on the bureau. There is an
organization which professes for its object the placing of a Bible in
every hotel room in the land. The old party had his own Bible with him.
As if reminded of it by the one on the bureau, he took it out of
his suitcase and sat down and began to turn the leaves like a person
familiar with the book--and like a person in need of comfort, as indeed
he was.
There was a text in Matthew that he sought--where was it? Somewhere in
the first part of Matthew's gospel--ah, here it is: The twelfth chapter
and the thirty-first verse:
“All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men....”
There is a terrible reservation in the same verse. He kept his eyes from
it, and read the first part over and over, forming the syllables with
his lips, but not speaking aloud.
“All manner of sin--all manner of sin-------”
And then, as if no longer able to avoid it, he yielded his consciousness
to the latter clause of the verse:
“But the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven unto
men.”
What was blasphemy against the Holy Ghost? Could what he had done be
construed as that? Probably if one lied to God in his prayers, that was
blasphemy against the Holy Ghost--one form of it. And had he been lying
to God these last two weeks when he had said over and over again in his
prayers that it was all a mistake? It hadn't been all a mistake, but the
worst part of it had been a mistake.
He went out for his dinner that evening, but he was in again before ten
o'clock. He could not have slept well. At two o'clock in the morning he
appeared in front of the desk.
He had heard fire engines again.
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