“I should have enjoyed school well enough if I had worked at my
books. But I wouldn’t study; and the masters were all down on me as an
idler--though I shouldn’t have been like that if they had known how to
teach--I have learned since what teaching is. As to the holidays, they
were the worst part of the year to me. When I was left at school I was
savage at not being let go home; and when I went home my mother did
nothing but find fault with my school-boy manners. I was getting too big
to be cuddled as her darling boy, you understand. In fact, her treatment
of me was just the old game with the affectionate part left out. It
wasn’t pleasant, after being cock of the school, to be made feel like
a good-for-nothing little brat tied to her apron-strings. When she saw
that I was learning nothing she sent me to another school at a place in
the north called Panley. I stayed there until I was seventeen; and then
she came one day, and we had a row, as usual. She said she wouldn’t let
me leave school until I was nineteen; and so I settled that question by
running away the same night. I got to Liverpool, where I hid in a ship
bound for Australia. When I was starved out they treated me better than
I expected; and I worked hard enough to earn my passage and my victuals.
But when I wad left ashore in Melbourne I was in a pretty pickle. I
knew nobody, and I had no money. Everything that a man could live by
was owned by some one or other. I walked through the town looking for
a place where they might want a boy to run errands or to clean windows.
But somehow I hadn’t the cheek to go into the shops and ask. Two or
three times, when I was on the point of trying, I caught sight of some
cad of a shopman, and made up my mind that I wouldn’t be ordered about
by HIM, and that since I had the whole town to choose from I might as
well go on to the next place. At last, quite late in the afternoon, I
saw an advertisement stuck up on a gymnasium, and, while I was reading
it, I got talking to old Ned Skene, the owner, who was smoking at the
door. He took a fancy to me, and offered to have me there as a sort of
lad-of-all-work. I was only too glad to get the chance, and I closed
with him at once. As time went on I became so clever with the gloves
that Ned matched me against a light-weight named Ducket, and bet a lot
of money that I would win. Well, I couldn’t disappoint him after his
being so kind to me--Mrs. Skene had made as much of me as if I was her
own son. What could I do but take my bread as it came to me? I was fit
for nothing else. Even if I had been able to write a good hand and keep
accounts I couldn’t have brought myself to think that quill-driving and
counting other people’s money was a fit employment for a man. It’s not
what a man would like to do that he must do in this world, it’s what
he CAN do; and the only mortal thing I could do properly was to fight.
There was plenty of money and plenty of honor and glory among my
acquaintances to be got by fighting.
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