“Now we’ll go to another little point that the gentleman forgot. He
recommended you to LEARN--to make yourselves better and wiser from day
to day. But he didn’t tell you why it is that you won’t learn, in spite
of his advice. I suppose that, being a foreigner, he was afraid of
hurting your feelings by talking too freely to you. But you’re not so
thin-skinned as to take offence at a little plain-speaking, I’ll be
bound; so I tell you straight out that the reason you won’t learn is not
that you don’t want to be clever, or that you are lazier than many that
have learned a great deal, but just because you’d like people to think
that you know everything already--because you’re ashamed to be seen
going to school; and you calculate that if you only hold your tongue
and look wise you’ll get through life without your ignorance being found
out. But where’s the good of lies and pretence? What does it matter if
you get laughed at by a cheeky brat or two for your awkward beginnings?
What’s the use of always thinking of how you’re looking, when your sense
might tell you that other people are thinking about their own looks and
not about yours? A big boy doesn’t look well on a lower form, certainly,
but when he works his way up he’ll be glad he began. I speak to you more
particularly because you’re Londoners; and Londoners beat all creation
for thinking about themselves. However, I don’t go with the gentleman in
everything he said. All this struggling and striving to make the world
better is a great mistake; not because it isn’t a good thing to improve
the world if you know how to do it, but because striving and struggling
is the worst way you could set about doing anything. It gives a man a
bad style, and weakens him. It shows that he don’t believe in himself
much. When I heard the professor striving and struggling so earnestly to
set you to work reforming this, that, and the other, I said to myself,
‘He’s got himself to persuade as well as his audience. That isn’t the
language of conviction.’ Whose--”
“Really, sir,” said Lucian Webber, who had made his way to the table, “I
think, as you have now addressed us at considerable length, and as
there are other persons present whose opinions probably excite as much
curiosity as yours--” He was interrupted by a, “Hear, hear,” followed by
“No, no,” and “Go on,” uttered in more subdued tones than are customary
at public meetings, but with more animation than is usually displayed
in drawing-rooms. Cashel, who had been for a moment somewhat put out,
turned to Lucian and said, in a tone intended to repress, but at the
same time humor his impatience, “Don’t you be in a hurry, sir. You shall
have your turn presently. Perhaps I may tell you something you don’t
know, before I stop.” Then he turned again to the company, and resumed.
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