She did not come out until dinner-time, when she made an effort to seem
composed, but Edith saw her hand tremble every time it was lifted. She
drank three glasses of wine during the meal. After dinner she went to
her own apartment immediately, and did not come down again that day.
On the next morning Mrs. Dinneford tried to appear cheerful and
indifferent. But her almost colorless face, pinched about the lips and
nostrils, and the troubled expression that would not go out of her eyes,
betrayed to Edith the intense anxiety and dread that lay beneath the
surface.
Days went by, but Edith had no more signs. Now that her mother was
steadily getting back both bodily strength and mental self-poise, the
veil behind which she was hiding herself, and which had been broken into
rifts here and there during her sickness, grew thicker and thicker. Mrs.
Dinneford had too much at stake not to play her cards with exceeding
care. She knew that Edith was watching her with an intentness that let
nothing escape. Her first care, as soon as she grew strong enough to
have the mastery over herself, was so to control voice, manner and
expression of countenance as not to appear aware of this surveillance.
Her next was to re-establish the old distance between herself and
daughter, which her illness had temporarily bridged over, and her next
was to provide against any more visits from Mrs. Bray.
CHAPTER XIII.
_AS_ for Edith, all doubts and questionings as to her baby's fate were
merged into a settled conviction that it was alive, and that her mother
knew where it was to be found. From her mother's pity and humanity she
had nothing to hope for the child. It had been cruelly cast adrift,
pushed out to die; by what means was cared not, so that it died and left
no trace.
The face of Mrs. Bray had, in the single glance Edith obtained of it,
become photographed in her mind. If she had been an artist, she could
have drawn it from memory so accurately that no one who knew the woman
could have failed to recognize her likeness. Always when in the street
her eyes searched for this face; she never passed a woman of small
stature and poor dark clothing without turning to look at her. Every day
she went out, walking the streets sometimes for hours looking for this
face, but not finding it. Every day she passed certain corners and
localities where she had seen women begging, and whenever she found one
with a baby in her arms would stop to look at the poor starved thing,
and question her about it.
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