Booth, Catherine Mumford, 1829-1890; Salvation Army -- Great Britain -- Biography
'I don't want you to make any vows (unless, indeed, the Spirit leads you
to do so); but I want you to set your mind and heart on winning souls,
and to leave everything else with the Lord. When you do this you will be
happy--Oh, so happy! Your soul will then find perfect rest. The Lord
grant it to you, my dear child.'
She made all her children feel that the only reward they could give her
for her ceaseless toil and labour on their behalf was that they should
give themselves to the War:--
'I hope, my dear boy, that, whatever sense of obligation or gratitude you
have towards me, you will try to return it by resolutely resisting all
temptation to evil, and by fitting yourself to your utmost to be useful
to your fellow-men. I ask from you, as I asked from God, no other reward.
If I know my own heart, I would rather that you should work for the
Salvation of souls, making bad hearts good, and miserable homes happy,
and preparing joy and gladness for men at the Judgment bar, if you only
get bread and cheese all your life, than that you should fill any other
capacity with £10,000 per year.'
To one of her children, when tempted to be over-anxious, she writes:--
'Keep your mind quiet. Lean back on God, and don't worry. It is His
affair, and if you have done what you could, that is enough. Alas! how
little we have of the faith that can "stand still, and see the Salvation
of God." What would you do if you were put in custody for two years, like
Paul was? And yet that imprisonment at Rome sent the Gospel far and wide!
God's ways are not our ways. He takes in the whole field at once, and
does the best He can for the entire world. Human wisdom never has been
able at the time to comprehend His plans, but years after it has often
seen their wisdom. Let us learn to trust in the dark--to stand still.'
To another, tried and discouraged at the start of his public life:--
'I have only a minute or two; but, lest you should think I don't
sympathize with you, I send you a line. You ask, did I ever feel so? Yes,
I think just as bad as any mortal _could_ feel--_empty_, inside
and out, as though I had nothing human or Divine to aid me, as if all
Hell were let loose upon me.
But I have generally felt _the worse before the best results_, which
proves it was Satanic opposition. And it has been the same with many of
God's most honoured instruments. I believe nearly all who are truly
called of God to special usefulness pass through this buffeting.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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