Bildungsromans; English fiction -- 20th century; Women musicians -- Fiction
“Where did you go?”
“We ... took a day off ... picnicking in the Forest ... it seemed such
a fine day....”
“Who’s we?”
“Helen and ... and ... me.”
“Are you in the habit of taking days off like that?”
“Oh no.... It’s the first time we’ve ever done it.”
There was a pause.
“You know,” he went on protestingly, “this sort of thing’s not good
enough, Catherine.... You ought to see that this sort of thing can’t go
on ... it’s too bad of you ... running off to play truant ... and on
the very day that ... that your mother ...”
“How on earth could I----” she began hastily, and then stopped, for she
saw that big tears were rolling down both his cheeks.
“Not good enough,” he kept muttering, vaguely reproachful.
Then later on he reopened the question.
“I suppose--er--you and Helen were the only people at the picnic?”
“No--there were two others.”
“Girls, I suppose?”
“No.”
“Not young men, I hope?”
“Yes, one of them was Helen’s brother. The other was a friend of
his....”
For a few moments he was very thoughtful. Then he continued:
“I don’t think you ought to have gone with them, Catherine ... at your
age, you know.... Besides, you’ve plenty of girl friends--I can’t
think what you want with young men and boys.... Girls should stick to
girls....”
“But surely, Father----”
“If you want friends, let them be girl friends ... surely you can find
plenty of your own sex without----”
Catherine could think of no adequate answer to this argument, so she
bade him good-night and went upstairs to bed....
§ 8
In the little back bedroom she sat down on the bed and tried to gather
her wits. She was overwhelmed by a feeling of physical weariness: that
was not surprising, for she had walked perhaps fifteen miles that day.
In the candle-light she saw her face in the mirror: she was surprised
to find herself almost ashen pale. Her red hair floated cloud-like
around her head: in the little hand-mirror there was not room to see
all of it at once. But it was still flying as if in the wind, and it
was gorgeously wild and untamed....
“My God,” George Trant had said, “your hair!” ...
... Catherine was surprised, almost shocked that she had as yet shed
no tears for her mother. It seemed such a brutally callous piece
of negligence, and Catherine was sure she was neither brutal nor
callous.... Yet tears would not come.
She undressed and got into bed....
The pumping-engine at the water-works went on at its patient
chug-chugging, and forthwith a myriad memories of childhood came back
to her.... She could feel the tears welling up into her eyes, and then
she realized that it was sentiment and not grief that was affecting
her. She would not weep for sentiment, like the heroines in the
six-penny novels that Madge Saunders read.
Ever and anon the whisper came echoing through her mind: “My God ...
your hair!” ...
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