Catherine's coquetries : $b A tale of French country life — John Shaqi
Catherine's coquetries : $b A tale of French country lifeDebans, Camille
Philosophy
Catherine's coquetries : $b A tale of French country life
Debans, Camille
French fiction -- Translations into English
The love and magnanimity he displayed by rescuing her from the
wretched thraldom of her position after the D’Angerolles _esclandre_,
he assumes, have rendered Catherine ever grateful to him, and have
precluded all chance of prolonged anger on her part toward him who has
so definitely proven his passion for her. And thus reflecting and
thus reasoning, he waits for her to manifest some sign of her desire
for a reconciliation. But as time goes on and Madame Barrau reveals
more quixotic tendencies, he becomes impatient. There is naught more
fatiguing than the existence of two people who, forced to dwell under
the same roof, are at war with each other. Then each word has a special
meaning. Every step, gesture, and movement may be misinterpreted
by the injured one. The torture of mind endured nearly amounts to
frenzy. For a day it is a terrible ordeal; for months it is a cruel
nightmare. Barrau has a magnanimous nature, and if Catherine should
come to him with one expression of regret he would take her in his arms
eagerly and lovingly. But no. Catherine remains frigid in feeling and
manner. Accordingly Savin, showing an equal disposition to maintain an
obstinate silence, allows his animosity to ripen. He is exasperated and
unhappy over their relations. To go on living in this way will soon be
unbearable. But he constantly asks himself what is to be done.
Catherine is quite as miserable. “What! I am not yet twenty, and must
I live all my life under this horrible yoke? Surely death will be
preferable. Ah, if he but loved me. But he despises me.”
And thus she rebels--racking her brains for some means of escape.
Unfortunately, she has not the nature which can forgive and forget.
To punish the man who has treated her like a slave--yes, like a
_slave_--that is her one idea. But how? That is not yet clear to her.
“Only to be free! only to be free!” she repeats. But how? No solution
occurs to her mind until one day she finds herself saying: “What if
Savin should die?” In justice, however, be it said, she rejects that
thought as too horrible. “Wretched creature that I am to think of it!”
she cries.
Alas! how bitter are her reflections. And as she looks out upon the
late autumn landscape and watches the scattering leaves of red and
gold, again she thinks: “After all, he may not live long. Stronger men
than he have been vanquished by a bad cold--a sudden fever.”
And in imagination she sees him, pale and emaciated, reduced by
sickness to a shadow--in a proper condition to be humiliated. At this
very moment Barrau appears at the gate, and his powerful step resounds
on the gravel. Patachaud dances about him with canine glee. Graceful,
young, and vigorous, with broad shoulders and magnificent physique, the
gamekeeper advances, opens the door, and enters.
His presence arouses Catherine from her sullen revery.
“Fool! that I should dream of his becoming ill. Why, he is made of
iron.”
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