Detective and mystery stories; Paris (France) -- Fiction
Paul was still too much absorbed in his own thoughts to notice the
expression upon the young girl’s face; for had he done so, he would at
once have perceived that she was not in the humor to permit the matter
to be shelved in this manner.
“To-morrow!” she broke in sarcastically. “To-morrow,--always the same
pitiful cry. For months past we seem to have lived upon the word. Look
you here, Paul, you are no longer a child, and ought to be able to look
things straight in the face. What can I get on that threadbare coat of
yours? Perhaps three francs at the outside. How many days will that
last us? We will say three. And then, what then? Besides, can you not
understand that your dress is too shabby for you to make an impression
on the people you go to see? Well-dressed applicants only have
attention, and to obtain money, you must appear not to need it; and,
pray, what will people think of you if you have no overcoat? Without one
you will look ridiculous, and can hardly venture into the streets.”
“Hush!” cried Paul, “for pity’s sake, hush! for your words only prove to
me more plainly that you are like the rest of the world, and that want
of success is a pernicious crime in your eyes. You once had confidence
in me, and then you spoke in a very different strain.”
“Once indeed! but then I did not know--”
“No, Rose, it was not what you were then ignorant of; but it was that in
those days you loved me.
“Great heavens! I ask you, have I left one stone unturned? Have I
not gone from publisher to publisher to sell those songs of my own
composing--those songs that you sing so well? I have endeavored to get
pupils. What fresh efforts can I try? What would _you_ do, were you in
my place? Tell me, I beg you.”
And as Paul spoke, he grew more and more excited, while Rose still
maintained her manner of exasperating coolness.
“I know not,” she replied, after a brief pause; “but if I were a man, I
do not think I would permit the woman, for whom I pretended that I had
the most sincere affection, to be in want of the actual necessities of
life. I would strain every effort to obtain them.”
“I have no trade; I am no mechanic,” broke in Paul passionately.
“Then I would learn one. Pray how much does a man earn who climbs the
ladder with a bricklayer’s hod upon his shoulders? It may be hard work,
I know, but surely the business is not difficult to learn. You have, or
say you have, great musical talents. I say nothing about them; but had
I any vocal powers and if there was not a morsel to eat in the house,
I would go and sing in the taverns or even in the public streets, and
would earn money, and care little for the means by which I made it.”
“When you say those things, you seem to forget that I am an honest man.”
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