It was the wrench of nausea that pulled me from this nightmare. In the
violence of the retching, I rolled from beneath the mirror and raised
myself to hands and knees. I had knocked over the clock and it shouted
up at me--10:05, July 15. Three days! Too long! Too horribly long!
* * * * *
Slowly I dragged myself to the telephone and pulled it from the stand.
I remember nothing else until they brought me here.
It's been eight days--eight days away from death, yet I'm closer to
it now than ever before. And I can't _think_ of it. The fear has come
crashing through and I can't _think_.
This thing, this body is too far gone. I won't be able to make it move.
I'll just feel it getting away--little by little--ripping apart cell by
cell, and then everywhere all at once.
I can feel it now. But in that great silence, I could almost hear the
tearing--yet there was no sound.
The doctors have given up all hope. I can see it in their faces. I
could hear them talking among themselves when they brought me in. They
had to give it a name. There's a certain safety in a name, you know.
I would have told them, but I was afraid they'd laugh. The nurses would
laugh and say to each other, "Have you heard what the one in 408 wanted
in his case history?"
I couldn't stand the laughter now.
But that's the way my chart should read--Cause of Death:--_Death!_
End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Cause of Death, by Max Tadlock
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