Americans -- Philippines -- Fiction; Short stories
"You remember him--a tall, dark, aquiline man, with something Indian in
his features, and efficiency written in every muscle-play of his
magnificent body. A strong man, you would remark at first sight, a
strong man, physically and morally. Bah!--the strength of man--a phrase,
words, bubble! He had the body, the jaw, the presence--a mere shell. The
weakness was there, anyhow, some little spot of blight within, I don't
know just what; it might have been a touch of the romantic merely--that
glowed sometimes in the liquidity of his brown eyes.
"He was one of life's fortunates, too. Belonged to a good family in the
States--New Englanders, reputable and cold and narrow, stiff with
rectitude as their own rock-ribbed coasts. Well educated, had gone to
college, had played football, et cetera. Well, he came over here with
the Volunteers. Easy to read after that. First, fervent, romantic
patriotism, then mad exasperation, then mere cold cynical brutality.
Two years of loosening of fiber in the promiscuity of camp, of reversion
to type in butchery of field. When the Volunteers returned, he did not
go with them. The tropics had him by that time, had penetrated his heart
with their pernicious charm--the charm of their languorous amorality,
the charm of power:--we whites here, as in some insane asylums, we're
all kings. He stayed.
"He went into the Constabulary, behaved rather well there, too. When I
first saw him he had just returned from an expedition and his name was
in all mouths. His command had proved faithless, and he had fought his
way back, through enemy and friend, through incredible suffering. It was
fine--but it was the shell. Inside was the spot of blight. And it began
to spread, by imperceptible degrees. You could hardly see the progress,
you know--only by taking periods far apart, and then it hit you with a
shock. Finally he was at the last step--you know the step I mean, the
last one.
"You could tell it by an exaggeration of outer form, of outer
cleanliness, by a stiffening, as it were, of the shell. The whiteness of
his suits became extraordinary; they glistened with starch; they
buttoned up to the ears. He flourished his swagger stick like a general;
at the club he bore himself with aggressive stiffness, with a febrile
hauteur that challenged the world.
"I suppose it wasn't all corrosion of moral fiber. Perhaps that
deplorable touch of romance in the man was partly responsible. You
know--love, free, untrammelled love, in the tropics, beneath the palms;
between the cynical, blasé, complicated man of civilisation and the
maid, the charming, ingenuous maiden, half savage, half child--a
miserable hodge-podge vision of love, spices, bananas, bamboos, coral
reefs----
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