Confederate States of America. Army -- Fiction; Historical fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
He was not like Richard Cleave. He had little innate feeling for War,
intuitive understanding of all its phases. Being with all his people
plunged deep, deep within it, he played his part there bravely enough.
He served his native land, and her need and woe dwelt with him as it
dwelt with all his world, both men and women. Much of him, perforce,
was busy with the vast and mournful stage. But he found himself not
truly at home with the war-drums and the wailing, with smell of blood
and smoke, weight of shot-riddled banners, trampled faces. He was born
for beauty and her worship, for spacious order and large harmony, and
for months now there had been war and agony and smell of blood and
sight of pale, twisted faces—for long months only that. And then
somehow, accidentally it seemed, he had rubbed the lamp. Only ten days
ago—oh, light and warmth and harmony! Oh, the strange and sweet in
combination! Oh, serene spaces for the mind! Oh, golden piping and
beckoning to emotions not stern! Oh, the deepest, oldest wine! Oh, by
the oddest, simplest chance, sudden as a wind from Heaven, intimacy
warm and fragrant with the Only-Dreamed-Of, the Never-Found-Before!
Oh, in a word, the love of Désirée Gaillard!
He was marching through the dark night, the mire, the cold, the wet.
Certain centres of consciousness, no doubt, knew them all,—knew
hunger, cold, weariness. But the overman, the Lover, moved through
rose-scented dusk, through intricate, sweet thoughts, in some imaged
Vale of Cashmere. Only not at all, not at all could he banish anxiety
as to the Beloved’s well-being.
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