Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 1Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 1
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
And not without trembling did she then look forward to the claims which
the splendid income she was soon to possess would call upon her to
discharge. A strong sense of DUTY, a fervent desire to ACT RIGHT, were
the ruling characteristics of her mind: her affluence she therefore
considered as a debt contracted with the poor, and her independence as a
tie upon her liberality to pay it with interest.
Many and various, then, soothing to her spirit and grateful to her
sensibility, were the scenes which her fancy delineated; now she
supported an orphan, now softened the sorrows of a widow, now snatched
from iniquity the feeble trembler at poverty, and now rescued from shame
the proud struggler with disgrace. The prospect at once exalted her
hopes, and enraptured her imagination; she regarded herself as an agent
of Charity, and already in idea anticipated the rewards of a good
and faithful delegate; so animating are the designs of disinterested
benevolence! so pure is the bliss of intellectual philanthropy!
Not immediately, however, could this plan be put in execution; the
society she meant to form could not be selected in the house of another,
where, though to some she might shew a preference, there were none she
could reject: nor had she yet the power to indulge, according to the
munificence of her wishes, the extensive generosity she projected: these
purposes demanded a house of her own, and the unlimited disposal of her
fortune, neither of which she could claim till she became of age. That
period, however, was only eight months distant, and she pleased
herself with the intention of meliorating her plan in the meantime, and
preparing to put it in practice.
But though, in common with all the race of still-expecting man, she
looked for that happiness in the time to come which the present failed
to afford, she had yet the spirit and good sense to determine upon
making every effort in her power to render her immediate way of life
more useful and contented.
Her first wish, therefore, now, was to quit the house of Mr Harrel,
where she neither met with entertainment nor instruction, but was
perpetually mortified by seeing the total indifference of the friend in
whose society she had hoped for nothing but affection.
The will of her uncle, though it obliged her while under age to live
with one of her guardians, left her at liberty to chuse and to change
amongst them according to her wishes or convenience: she determined,
therefore, to make a visit herself to each of them, to observe their
manners and way of life, and then, to the best of her judgment, decide
with which she could be most contented: resolving, however, not to hint
at her intention till it was ripe for execution, and then honestly to
confess the reasons of her retreat.
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