Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
Surprise, pleasure and confusion assailed her all at once; she had
entirely given up her expectation of seeing him, and an absence so
determined had led her to conclude he had pursuits which ought to make
her join in wishing it lengthened; but now he appeared, that conclusion,
with the fears that gave rise to it, vanished; and she regretted nothing
but the unfortunate succession of engagements which would prevent her
dancing with him at all, and probably keep off all conversation with him
till supper time.
She soon, however, perceived a change in his air and behaviour that
extremely astonished her; he looked grave and thoughtful, saluted her
at a distance, shewed no sign of any intention to approach her, regarded
the dancing and dancers as a public spectacle in which he had no chance
of personal interest, and seemed wholly altered, not merely with respect
to her, but to himself, as his former eagerness for her society was not
more abated than [his] former general gaiety.
She had no time, however, for comments, as she was presently called
to the second cotillon; but the confused and unpleasant ideas which,
without waiting for time or reflection, crowded upon her imagination
on observing his behaviour, were not more depressing to herself, than
obvious to her partner; Mr Monckton by the change in her countenance
first perceived the entrance of young Delvile, and by her apparent
emotion and uneasiness, readily penetrated into the state of her mind;
he was confirmed that her affections were engaged; he saw, too, that she
was doubtful with what return.
The grief with which he made the first discovery, was somewhat lessened
by the hopes he conceived from, the second; yet the evening was to him
as painful as to Cecilia, since he now knew that whatever prosperity'
might ultimately attend his address and assiduity, her heart was not
her own to bestow; and that even were he sure of young Delvile's
indifference, and actually at liberty to make proposals for himself,
the time of being first in her esteem was at an end, and the long-earned
good opinion which he had hoped would have ripened into affection, might
now be wholly undermined by the sudden impression of a lively stranger,
without trouble to himself, and perhaps without pleasure!
Reflections such as these wholly embittered the delight he had promised
himself from dancing with her, and took from him all power to combat the
anxiety with which she was seized; when the second cotillon, therefore,
was over, instead of following her to a seat, or taking the privilege of
his present situation to converse with her, the jealousy rising in his
breast robbed him of all satisfaction, and gave to him no other desire
than to judge its justice by watching her motions at a distance.
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