Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
“O no, madam, no; she is wrapt up in him, and cares nothing for all the
world besides. It was always so, and we have all of us been used to it.
But we have had a sad scene since you were so kind as to come last; for
when she told him what you had done, he was almost out of his senses
with anger that we had acquainted you with his distress, and he said it
was publishing his misery, and undoing whatever his friend or himself
could do, for it was making him ashamed to appear in the world, even
when his affairs might be better. But I told him again and again that
you had as much sweetness as goodness, and instead of hurting his
reputation, would do him nothing but credit.”
“I am sorry,” said Cecilia, “Mrs Belfield mentioned the circumstance
at all; it would have been better, for many reasons, that he should not
have heard of it.”
“She hoped it would please him,” answered Miss Belfield, “however, he
made us both promise we would take no such step in future, for he said
we were not reduced to so much indigence, whatever he was; and that as
to our accepting money from other people, that we might save up our own
for him, it would be answering no purpose, for he should think himself a
monster to make use of it.”
“And what said your mother?”
“Why she gave him a great many promises that she would never vex him
about it again; and indeed, much as I know we are obliged to you, madam,
and gratefully as I am sure I would lay down my life to serve you, I am
very glad in this case that my brother has found it out. For though I so
much wish him to do something for himself, and not to be so proud, and
live in a manner he has no right to do, I think, for all that, that it
is a great disgrace to my' poor father's honest memory, to have us turn
beggars after his death, when he left us all so well provided for, if we
had but known how to be satisfied.”
“There is a natural rectitude in your heart,” said Cecilia, “that the
ablest casuists could not mend.”
She then enquired whither they were removing, and Miss Belfield told her
to Portland Street, Oxford Road, where they were to have two apartments
up two pair of stairs, and the use of a very good parlour, in which her
brother might see his friends. “And this,” added she, “is a luxury for
which nobody can blame him, because if he has not the appearance of a
decent home, no gentleman will employ him.”
The Padington house, she said, was already let, and her mother was
determined not to hire another, but still to live as penuriously as
possible, in order, notwithstanding his remonstrances, to save all she
could of her income for her son.
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