Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
Would it not be a kind of treachery to gather from her every thing, yet
aid her in nothing? to take advantage of her unsuspicious openness in
order to learn all that related to one whom she yet hoped would belong
ultimately to herself, and gratify an interested curiosity at the
expence of a candour not more simple than amiable? “No,” cried Cecilia,
“arts that I could never forgive, I never will practice; this sweet, but
unhappy girl shall tell me nothing; betrayed already by the tenderness
of her own heart, she shall at least suffer no further from any
duplicity in mine. If, indeed, Mr Delvile, as I suspect, is engaged
elsewhere, I will make this gentle Henrietta the object of my future
solicitude; the sympathy of our situations will not then divide but
unite us, and I will take her to my bosom, hear all her sorrows, and
calm her troubled spirit by participating in her sensibility. But if, on
the contrary, this mystery ends more happily for myself, if Mr Delvile
has now no other engagement, and hereafter clears his conduct to my
satisfaction, I will not be accessory to loading her future recollection
with the shame of a confidence she then cannot but repent, nor with an
injury to her delicacy that may wound it for ever.”
She determined, therefore, carefully to avoid the subject for the
present, since she could offer no advice for which she might not,
hereafter, be suspected of selfish motives; but yet, from a real regard
to the tender-hearted girl, to give all the tacit discouragement that
was in her power, to a passion which she firmly believed would be
productive of nothing but misery.
Once, from the frankness natural to her disposition, she thought not
merely of receiving but returning her confidence; her better judgment,
however, soon led her from so hazardous a plan, which could only have
exposed them both to a romantic humiliation, by which, in the end, their
mutual expectations might prove sources of mutual distrust.
When Miss Belfield, therefore, the next morning, her air unusually
timid, and her whole face covered with blushes, made her visit, Cecilia,
not seeming to notice her confusion, told her she was very sorry she was
obliged to go out herself, and contrived, under various pretences,
to keep her maid in the room. Miss Belfield, supposing this to be
accidental, rejoiced in her imaginary reprieve, and soon recovered
her usual chearfulness; and Cecilia, who really meant to call upon Mrs
Delvile, borrowed Mrs Harrel's carriage, and set down her artless young
friend at her new lodgings in Portland-street, before she proceeded
to St James's-square, talking the whole time upon matters of utter
indifference.
CHAPTER v. -- A SARCASM.
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