Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 3 — John Shaqi
Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 3Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 3
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
“Call not by so harsh a name,” answered Mrs Delvile, “the keenness of a
sensibility by which you have yourself alone been the sufferer. You
have had a trial the most severe, and however able to sustain, it was
impossible you should not feel it. That you should give up any man whose
friends solicit not your alliance, your mind is too delicate to make
wonderful; but your generosity in submitting, unasked, the arrangement
of that resignation to those for whose interest it is made, and your
high sense of honour in holding yourself accountable to me, though under
no tie, and bound by no promise, mark a greatness of mind which calls
for reverence rather than thanks, and which I never can praise half so
much as I admire.”
Cecilia, who received this applause but as a confirmation of her
rejection, thanked her only by courtsying; and Mrs Delvile, having
seated herself next her, continued her speech.
“My son, you have the goodness to tell me, is here,--have you seen him?”
“Yes, madam,” answered she, blushing, “but hardly for a moment.”
“And he knows not of my arrival?” No,--I believe he certainly does not.”
“Sad then, is the trial which awaits him, and heavy for me the office I
must perform! Do you expect to see him again?”
“No,--yes,--perhaps--indeed I hardly--” She stammered, and Mrs Delvile,
taking her hand, said “Tell me, Miss Beverley, _why_ should you see him
again?”
Cecilia was thunderstruck by this question, and, colouring yet more
deeply, looked down, but could not answer.
“Consider,” continued Mrs Delvile, “the _purpose_ of any further
meeting; your union is impossible, you have nobly consented to
relinquish all thoughts of it why then tear your own heart, and torture
his, by an intercourse which seems nothing but an ill-judged invitation
to fruitless and unavailing sorrow?”
Cecilia was still silent; the truth of the expostulation her reason
acknowledged, but to assent to its consequence her whole heart refused.
“The ungenerous triumph of little female vanity,” said Mrs Delvile, “is
far, I am sure, from your mind, of which the enlargement and liberality
will rather find consolation from lessening than from embittering
his sufferings. Speak to me, then, and tell me honestly, judiciously,
candidly tell me, will it not be wiser and more right, to avoid rather
than seek an object which can only give birth to regret? an interview
which can excite no sensations but of misery and sadness?” Cecilia then
turned pale, she endeavoured to speak, but could not; she wished to
comply,--yet to think she had seen him for the last time, to remember
how abruptly she had parted from him, and to fear she had treated him
unkindly;--these were obstacles which opposed her concurrence, though
both judgment and propriety demanded it.
“Can you, then,” said Mrs Delvile, after a pause, “can you wish to see
Mortimer merely to behold his grief? Can you desire he should see you,
only to sharpen his affliction at your loss?”
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