The tomb mysteriously opens, and the white angels enter the tomb. And
the coffin is opened and the girl trembles lest the angels should
discover the stain she knew of. But lo! to her great joy they do not
see it, and they bear her away through the blue night, through the
stars of heaven. And it is not until one whose face she cannot
recognise, and whose presence among the angels of heaven she cannot
comprehend, steals away one of the garlands with which she is
entwined, that the fatal stain becomes visible. Then relinquishing
their burden, the angels break into song, and the song they sing is
one of grief; it travels through the spaces of heaven; she listens to
its wailing echoes as she falls--as she falls towards the sea where
the dark angels are waiting for her; and as she falls she leans with
reverted neck and strives to see their faces, and as she nears them
she distinguishes one.
'Save me, save me!' she cried; and, bewildered and dazed with the
dream, she stared on the room, now chill with summer dawn. Again she
murmured, 'It was only a dream, it was only a dream;' again a sort of
presentiment of happiness spread like light through her mind, and
again the voice within her said, 'But all was not a dream--there was
something that was worse than the dream.' And with despair in her
heart she sat watching the cold sky turn to blue, the delicate, bright
blue of morning, and the garden grow into yellow and purple and red.
She did not weep, nor did she moan. She sat thinking. She dwelt on the
remembrance of the hills and the tramp with strange persistency, and
yet no more now than before did she attempt to come to conclusions
with her thought; it was vague, she would not define it; she brooded
over it sullenly and obtusely. Sometimes her thoughts slipped away
from it, but with each returning a fresh stage was marked in the
progress of her nervous despair.
And so the hours went by. At eight o'clock the maid knocked at the
door. Kitty opened it mechanically, and she fell into the woman's
arms, weeping, sobbing. The sight of the female face brought relief;
it interrupted the jarred and strained sense of the horrible; the
secret affinities of sex quickened within her. The woman's presence
filled Kitty with the feelings that the harmlessness of a lamb or a
soft bird inspires.
XII.
'But what is it, Miss, what is it? Are you ill? Why, Miss, you haven't
taken your things off; you haven't been to bed!'
'No; I lay down.... I have had frightful dreams--that is all.'
'But you must be ill, Miss; you look dreadful, Miss. Shall I tell Mr.
Hare? Perhaps the doctor had better be sent for.'
'No, no; pray say nothing about me. Tell my father that I did not
sleep, that I am going to lie down for a little while, that he is not
to expect me for breakfast.'
'I really think, Miss, that it would be as well for you to see the
doctor.'
'No, no, no. I am going to lie down, and I am not to be disturbed.'
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