Cerise: A Tale of the Last CenturyWhyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
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Cerise: A Tale of the Last Century
Whyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
Historical fiction
These old friends, if, indeed, under such conditions as theirs men can
ever be termed friends, had not met since they sat together, many years
before, beneath the limes at Versailles, when the younger had not yet
taken orders, and the elder, although he accepted the title of Abbé,
neither led the life of an ecclesiastic, nor admitted openly that he was
in any way amenable to the discipline observed by the Jesuits. Now, both
were ostensibly votaries of the Order. Its impress might be seen in their
measured steps, their thoughtful faces, and their downward looks, taking
no heed of the peaceful scene around: the level marshes, the ripening
orchards, the lazy cattle knee-deep in rich wet herbage, the peasant’s
punt pushed drowsily and sluggishly along the glistening ditches that
divided his fields, the mellow warmth of the autumnal sun, and the swarms
of insects wheeling in his slanting, reddening rays.
They saw, or at least they heeded, none of this—deep in conversation,
their subject seemed of engrossing interest; yet each looked only by
stealth in the other’s face, withdrawing his glance and bending it on the
path at his feet the instant it met his friend’s.
At times neither spoke for several paces, and it was during such periods
of silence that the expression of habitual mistrust and constraint
became painfully apparent. In the elder man it was softened and smoothed
over, partly by effort, partly by the acquired polish of society, but
the younger seemed to chafe with repressed ardour, like a rash horse,
impatient but generous, fretting under the unaccustomed curb.
After a longer pause than usual, this one spoke with more energy than he
had yet displayed.
“I only wish to do _right_. What is it to me, Malletort, that the
world should misjudge me, or that I should sink in the esteem of those
whose good opinion I value? I only wish to do right, I say, always in
compliance with the orders of my superiors.”
The other smiled. “In the first place,” said he, “you must not call me
Malletort, at least not within so short a distance of those college
chimneys; but we will let that pass; for though a novice, still you are
worthy of speedy promotion, and it is only for ‘novices’ in the first
period of probation that our rules are so exacting. You wish to do right.
So be it. You have done very wrong hitherto, or you might have been a
‘provincial’ by this time. Well, my son, confession is the first step to
amendment, and then―”
He paused, and bit his lip. It was difficult to keep down the old
sarcastic smile, but he did it, and looked gravely in the other’s face.
“Penance!” replied the younger. “I know it too well. Ah! _mea culpa! mea
culpa!_ I have been a great sinner. I have repented in sackcloth and
ashes. I have confessed freely. I wish, yes, I repeat I _wish_ to atone
humbly, and yet, oh! for mercy’s sake, tell me, is there no way but this?”
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