Cerise: A Tale of the Last CenturyWhyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
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Cerise: A Tale of the Last Century
Whyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
Historical fiction
His agony of mind was too apparent on his face. Even Malletort felt a
momentary compunction when he remembered the hopeful enthusiastic youth
who had sat with him under the limes at Versailles all those years ago;
when he remembered the desperate career on which he had embarked, his
insubordination, his apostasy, and those paroxysms of remorse that drove
him back into the bosom of the church. Could this depressed and miserable
penitent be the once bright and happy Florian de St. Croix? and had he
been brought to this pass simply because he possessed such inconvenient
superfluities as a heart and a conscience? Malletort, I say, felt a
twinge of compunction, but of pity very little, of indecision, not one
bit.
“Would you go to a doctor,” said he, gravely, “and teach him how to cure
you of a deadly malady? Would you choose your own medicine, my son, and
refuse the only healing draught prescribed, because it was bitter to
the taste? There is but one way of retracing your steps. You must go
back along the very path that led you into evil. That the effort will be
trying, I admit. All uphill work is trying to the utmost, but how else
can men attain the summit? That the task is painful I allow, but were
it pleasant, where would be the penance? Besides, you know our rules,
my son, the time is not far off when I shall be permitted to say, my
brother. We have got you. Will you dare to hesitate ere you obey?”
An expression of intense fear came over Florian’s face, but it seemed
less the physical fear of danger from without than an absorbing dread of
the moral enemy within.
“I _must_ obey,” he answered in a low voice, shuddering while he spoke.
“I _must_ obey, I know, readily, willingly. Alas! Malletort, there is
my unforgiven sin, my mortal peril. _Too_ willingly do I undertake the
task. It is my dearest wish to find myself addressed to it—that is why I
entreat not to be sent—that is why I implore them to spare me. It is my
soul that is in danger. Heart, hope, happiness, home, liberty, identity,
are all gone from me, and now I shall lose my soul.”
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