Chains : $b lesser novels and stories — John Shaqi
Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
They knew her mood, for had they not during years past dealt with
many such? And stern as was the law, they were not unmindful of her
welfare. So long as she was willing and obedient there was but one
thing more: that somehow her troubled or resentful or congealed and
probably cruelly injured mind should be wooed from its blind belief in
the essential injustice of life, to be made to feel, as they themselves
were ready to believe, that all paths were not closed, all forces not
essentially dark or evil.
For them there was hope of sorts for all, a way out, and many—even
she—might find ways and means of facing life, better possibly than any
she had ever known.
V
Sister St. Agnes, for instance, who controlled the spotlessly clean but
barnlike and bleak room in which were a hundred machines for the sewing
of shirtwaists, was a creature of none too fortunate a history herself.
Returning at the age of eighteen and at the death of her father from
a convent in which she had been placed by him in order to escape the
atmosphere of a home which he himself had found unsatisfactory, she
had found a fashionable mother leading a life of which she could
scarcely conceive, let alone accept. The taint, the subterfuge, the
self-indulgent waste, had as soon sickened her as had the streets
Madeleine.
Disappointed, she felt herself after a time incapable of enduring it
and had fled, seeking first to make her way in a world which offered
only meagre wages and a barren life to those incapable of enduring its
rugged and often shameless devices; later, again wearied of her own
trials, she had returned to the convent in which she had been trained
and asked to be schooled for service there. Finding the life too simple
for a nature grown more rugged, she had asked to be, and had been,
transferred to the House of the Good Shepherd, finding there for the
first time, in this institution, duties and opportunities which somehow
matched her ideals.
And by the same token the Mother Superior of this same institution,
Mother St. Bertha, who often came through and inquired into the story
of each one, was of a history and of an order of mind which was not
unlike that of Sister St. Agnes, only it had even more of genuine
pathos and suffering in it. The daughter of a shoe manufacturer, she
had seen her father fail, her mother die of consumption, a favorite
brother drink and carouse until he finally fell under the blight of
disease and died. The subsequent death of her father, to whom she had
devoted her years, and the failing of her own dreams of a personal
love, had saddened her, and she sought out and was admitted to this
order in the hope that she, too, might still make especial use of a
life that promised all too little in the world outside.
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