Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
And Edward Hauptwanger, quite triumphant now, saying to the messenger
before four cronies who knew of his present pursuit of Ida: “Oh, that’s
all right. Just tell her I’ll be over after a while.” And then as eight
o’clock neared, ambling off in the direction of the Zobel home. And as
he left one of his companions remarking: “Say, whaddya know? He’s got
that Zobel girl on the run now. She’s writing him notes now. Didn’t
ya see the coon bring it up? Don’t it beat hell?” And the others as
enviously, amazedly and contemptuously inquiring: “Whaddya know?”
And so, under June trees in King Lake Park, once more another
conference. “Oh, darling, how could you treat me so, how could you?
Oh, my dear, dear darling.” And he replying—“Oh, sure, sure, it was
all right, only what do you think I’m made of? Say, have a heart, I’m
human, ain’t I? I’ve got some feelings same as anybody else. Ain’t I
crazy about you and ain’t you crazy about me? Well, then—besides—well,
say....” A long pharisaical and deluding argument as one might guess,
with all the miseries and difficulties of restrained and evaded desire
most artfully suggested—yet with no harm meant, of course. Oh, no.
But again, on her part, the old foolish, terrorized love plea. And the
firm assurance on his part that if anything went wrong—why, of course.
But why worry about that now? Gee, she was the only girl he knew who
worried about anything like that. And finally a rendezvous at Little
Shark River, with his father’s car as the conveyance. And later others
and others. And she—because of her weak, fearsome yielding in the first
instance—and then her terrorized contemplation of possible consequences
in the second—clinging to him in all too eager and hence cloying
fashion. She was his now—all his. Oh, he would never, never desert her,
now, would he?
But he, once satisfied—his restless and overweening ego comforted
by another victory—turning with a hectic and chronic, and for him
uncontrollable sense of satiety, as well as fear of complications
and burden—to other phases of beauty—other fields and relationships
where there was no such danger. For after all—one more girl. One more
experience. And not so greatly different from others that had gone
before it. And this in the face of the magic of her meaning before
capitulation. He did not understand it. He could not. He did not even
trouble to think about it much. But so it was. And with no present
consciousness or fear of being involved in any early and unsatisfactory
complications which might require marriage—on the contrary a distinct
and definite opposition to any such complication at any time, anywhere.
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