Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
Yet, at last, after many, many perfect hours throughout July and
August, the fatal complaint. There was something wrong, she feared.
She had such strange moods—such strange spells, pains, fears—recently.
Could there be? Did he think there could be any danger? She had done
what he said. Oh, if there was! What was she to do then? Would he marry
her? He must, really, then. There was no other way. Her father—his
fierce anger. Her own terrors. She could not live at home any more.
Could they not—would they not—be married now if anything were wrong? He
had said he would if anything like this ever happened, had he not?
And Hauptwanger, in the face of this, suffering a nervous and cold
reaction. Marriage! The mere thought of such a thing! Impossible! His
father! His hitherto free roving life! His future! Besides, how did she
know? How could she be sure? And supposing she was! Other girls got out
of such things without much trouble. Why not she? And had he not taken
all the usual customary and necessary precautions that he knew! She was
too easily frightened—too uninformed—not daring enough. He knew of lots
of cases where girls got through situations of this kind with ease. He
would see about something first.
But conjoined with this, as she herself could see and feel, a sudden
definite coolness never before sensed or witnessed by her, which
was based on his firm determination not to pursue this threatening
relationship any longer, seeing that to do so meant only to emphasize
responsibility. And in addition, a keen desire to stay away. Were there
not other girls? A whole world full. And only recently had he not
been intrigued by one who was more aware of the free, smart ways of
pleasure and not so likely ever to prove a burden?
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