Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
He came to it across the new bridge, from the south where the greater
city lay—the older portion—and where he had left his car, and paused
at the nearer bridgehead to look at it—the eddying water of the river
below, the new docks and piers built on either side since he had left,
twenty years before; the once grassy slopes on the farther shore, now
almost completely covered with factories, although he could see too,
among them, even now, traces of the old, out-of-the-way suburb which
he and Marie had known. Chadds Bridge, now an integral part of the
greater city, connected by car lines and through streets, was then such
a simple, unpretentious affair, a little suburban village just on the
edge of this stream and beyond the last straggling northward streets of
the great city below, where the car lines stopped and from which one
had to walk on foot across this bridge in order to take advantage of
the rural quiet and the cheaper—much cheaper—rents, so all-important to
him then.
Then he was so poor—he and Marie—a mere stripling of a mechanic and
inventor, a student of aeronautics, electricity, engineering, and what
not, but newly married and without a dollar, and no clear conception
of how his future was to eventuate, whereas now—but somehow he did not
want to think of now. Now he was so very rich, comparatively speaking,
older, wiser, such a forceful person commercially and in every other
way, whereas then he was so lean and pathetic and worried and wistful—a
mere uncertain stripling, as he saw himself now, with ideas and
ambitions and dreams which were quite out of accord with his immediate
prospects or opportunities. It was all right to say, as some one
had—Emerson, he believed—“hitch your wagon to a star.” But some people
hitched, or tried to, before they were ready. They neglected some of
the slower moving vehicles about them, and so did not get on at all—or
did not seem to, for the time being.
And that had been his error. He was growing at the time, of course,
but he was so restless, so dissatisfied with himself, so unhappy. All
the world was apparently tinkling and laughing by, eating, drinking,
dancing, growing richer, happier, every minute; whereas he—he and
Marie, and the two babies which came a little later—seemed to make no
progress at all. None. They were out of it, alone, hidden away in this
little semi-rural realm, and it was all so disturbing when elsewhere
was so much—to him, at least, if not to her—of all that was worth
while—wealth, power, gayety, repute. How intensely, savagely almost,
he had craved all of those things in those days, and how far off they
still were at that time!
Marie was not like him, soft, clinging little thing that she was,
inefficient in most big ways, and yet dear and helpful enough in all
little ones—oh, so very much so.
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