Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
When first he met her in Philadelphia, and later when he brought her
over to New York, it seemed as though he could not possibly have made
a better engagement for himself. Marie was so sweet, so gentle, with
her waxy white pallor, delicately tinted cheeks, soft blackish brown
eyes that sought his so gently always, as if seeming to ask, “And what
can I do for my dearie now? What can he teach me to do for him?” She
was never his equal, mentally or spiritually—that was the dreadful
discovery he had made a few months after the first infatuation had worn
off, after the ivory of her forehead, the lambent sweetness of her
eyes, her tresses, and her delicately rounded figure, had ceased to
befuddle his more poetical brain. But how delightful she seemed then in
her shabby little clothes and her shabbier little home—all the more
so because her delicate white blossom of a face was such a contrast to
the drear surroundings in which it shone. Her father was no more than a
mechanic, she a little store clerk in the great Rand department store
in Philadelphia when he met her, he nothing more than an experimental
assistant with the Culver Electric Company, with no technical training
of any kind, and only dreams of a technical course at some time or
other. The beginnings of his career were so very vague.
His parents were poor too, and he had had to begin to earn his own
living, or share, at fourteen. And at twenty-four he had contracted
this foolish marriage when he was just beginning to dream of bigger
things, to see how they were done, what steps were necessary, what
studies, what cogitations and hard, grinding sacrifices even, before
one finally achieved anything, especially in the electrical world. The
facts which had begun to rise and take color and classify themselves
in his mind had all then to develop under the most advantageous
conditions thereafter. His salary did not rise at once by any means,
just because he was beginning to think of bigger things. He was a no
better practical assistant in a laboratory or the equipment department
of the several concerns for which he worked, because in his brain were
already seething dim outlines of possible improvements in connection
with arms, the turbine gun, electro-magnetic distance control, and the
rotary excavator. He had ideas, but also as he realized at the time
he would have to study privately and long in order to make them real;
and his studies at night and Sundays and holidays in the libraries
and everywhere else, made him no more helpful, if as much so, in his
practical, everyday corporation labors. In fact, for a long time
when their finances were at the lowest ebb and the two children had
appeared, and they all needed clothes and diversion, and his salary had
not been raised, it seemed as though he were actually less valuable to
everybody.
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