Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
First it was Marie’s illness after Peter’s birth, which kept him on
tenterhooks and took all he could rake and scrape and save to pay the
doctor’s bill, and stole half her beauty, if not more. She always
looked a little pinched and weak after that. (And he had charged
that up to her, too!) Then it was some ailment which affected Peter
for months and which proved to be undernourishment, due to a defect
in Marie’s condition even after she had seemingly recovered. Then,
two years later, it was the birth of Frank, due to another error, of
course, he being not intended in Marie’s frail state; and then his
own difficulties with the manager of the insulating department of the
International Electric, due to his own nervous state, his worries,
his consciousness of error in the manipulation of his own career—and
Marie’s. Life was slipping away, as he saw it then and he kept thinking
he was growing older, was not getting on as he had thought he should,
was not achieving his technical education; he was saddled with a
family which would prevent him from ever getting on. Here, in this
neighborhood, all this had occurred—this quiet, run-down realm, so
greatly changed since he had seen it last. Yes, it had all happened
here.
But how peaceful it was to-day, although changed. How the water ran
under this bridge now, as then, eddying out to sea. And how this late
October afternoon reminded him of that other October afternoon when
they had first walked up here—warm, pleasant, colorful. Would he ever
forget that afternoon? He had thought he was going to do so much
better—was praying that he would, and they had done so much worse.
He, personally, had grown so restless and dissatisfied with himself
and her and life. And things seemed to be almost as bad as they could
be, drifting indefinitely on to nothing. Indeed, life seemed to
gather as a storm and break. He was discharged from the International
Electric, due supposedly to his taking home for a night a battery for
an experiment he was making but in reality because of the opposition
of his superior, based on the latter’s contempt for his constantly
(possibly) depressed and dissatisfied air, his brooding mien, and some
minor inattentions due to the state of his mind at the time.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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