Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
Then, quite as swiftly (out of black plotting or evil thoughts of his
own, perhaps), Peter had died of pneumonia. And three days later Frank.
There were two funerals, two dreary, one-carriage affairs—he remembered
that so well!—for they had no money; and his pawned watch, five dollars
from Marie’s mother, and seven chemical and electrical works sold to an
old book man had provided the cash advance required by the undertaker!
Then, spiritually, something seemed to break within him. He could not
see this world, this immediate life in which he was involved, as having
any significance in it for himself or any one after that. He could not
stand it any more, the weariness, the boredom, the dissatisfaction with
himself, the failure of himself, the sickening chain of disasters which
had befallen this earlier adventure. And so—
But that was why he was here to-day, after all these years—twenty-four,
to be exact—with his interest in this old region so keen, if so sad.
Why, there—there!—was a flock of pigeons, just like those of old
Abijah Hargot’s, flying around the sky now, as then. And a curl of
smoke creeping up from Tanzer’s blacksmith shop, or the one that had
succeeded it, just one block from this bridge. How well he remembered
old Tanzer and his forge, his swelling muscles and sooty face! He had
always nodded in such a friendly way as he passed and talked of the
pest of flies and heat in summer. That was why he was pausing on this
bridge to-day, just to see once more, to feel, standing in the pleasant
afternoon sun of this October day and gazing across the swirling waters
below at the new coal-pockets, the enlarged lamp works of the George
C. Woodruff Company, once a mere shed hidden away at a corner of this
nearest street and rented out here no doubt because it was cheap and
Woodruff was just beginning—just as he did twenty-four years before.
Time had sped by so swiftly. One’s ideals and ideas changed so. Twenty
years ago he would have given so much to be what he was now—rich and
fairly powerful—and now—now—The beauty of this old neighborhood,
to-day, even.
The buff school which crowned the rise beyond, and the broad asphalt of
Edgewood Avenue leading up to the old five-story flat building—the only
one out here, and a failure financially—in which he and Marie had had
their miserable little apartment—here it was, still to be seen. Yes,
it and so many other things were all here; that group of great oaks
before old Hargot’s door; the little red—if now rusted—weather-vane
over his carriage house; the tall romantic tower of St. George’s
Episcopal Church—so far to the west over the river, and the spars and
masts of vessels that still docked here for a while. But dark memories
they generated, too, along with a certain idyllic sweetness, which had
seemed to envelop the whole at first. For though it had had sweetness
and peace at first, how much that had been bitter and spiritually
destroying had occurred here, too.
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