Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
So it was with Madeleine and her lover. With amused and laughing
tolerance toward her natural if witless efforts to build up a home
atmosphere about their presumably joint lives, to build for a future
in which they should jointly share, he saw in them only something
trivial or ridiculous, whereas to her it was as though the heavens had
opened and she was surveying a new world. For in his love and care
there was to be peace. Latterly, if not now—for already he complained
of conditions which made it impossible for him to work—the results of
their several labors were to be pooled in order to prepare for that
something better which would soon be achieved—a home, an ideally happy
state somewhere. Even children were in her mind.
The mere fact that he shortly complained of other temporary reverses
which made it necessary for him and her to keep close watch over their
resources, and that for the time being, until he “could arrange his
affairs,” she must find some employment which would pay much better
than her old one, gave her no shock.
Indeed, it was an indescribable joy for her to do for her love, for
love had come, that great solvent of all other earthly difficulties,
that leveler of all but insurmountable barriers. Even now love was to
make her life flower at last. There was an end to loneliness and the
oppressive indifference of the great sea of life.
But, as in the first instance, so now the awakening was swift and
disconcerting. Realizing the abject adoration in which she held his
surface charms and that his thin, tricky soul was the beginning and the
end of things for her, it was all the easier to assure her, and soon
insist, that the easiest and swiftest way of making money, of which she
was unfortunately aware, must be resorted to, for a great necessity
had come upon him. The usual tale of a threatening disaster, a sudden
loss at cards which might end in imprisonment for him and their
enforced separation, was enough.
Swiftly he filled her ears with tales of rescues by women of many of
his men friends similarly circumstanced, of the “fools” and “marks”
that filled the thoroughfares to be captured and preyed upon by women.
Why hesitate? Consider the meagre, beggarly wages she had previously
earned, the nothingness of her life before. Why jeopardize their future
now? Why be foolish, dull? Plainly it was nothing to love, as he saw
it. Should it be so much to her? In this wise she was persuaded.
But now it was not the shame and the fear of arrest that troubled her,
but the injury which love had done and was doing to her, that cut and
burned and seared and scarred.
Love, as she now began dimly to realize once more, should not be so.
More than anything else, if love was what she had always dreamed,
should it not protect and save and keep her for itself? And now see.
Love was sending her out again to loiter in doorways and before windows
and to “make eyes.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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