Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
The stark red walls of the institution stood as before, only dim and
gray and cold under a frosty winter moon. It was three of a chill, cold
morning. She had come a long way, drooping, brooding, half-freezing
and crying. More than once on the way the hopelessness of her life and
her dreams had given her pause, causing her to turn again with renewed
determination toward the river—only the vivid and reassuring picture
she had retained of this same grim and homely place, its restricted
peace and quiet, the sympathy of Sister St. Agnes and Mother St.
Bertha, had carried her on.
En route she speculated as to whether they would receive her now, so
objectionable and grim was her tale. And yet she could not resist
continuing toward it, so reassuring was its memory, only to find it
silent, not a single light burning. But, after all, there was one, at a
side door—not the great cold gate by which she had first been admitted
but another to one side, to her an all but unknown entrance; and to it
after some brooding hesitation she made her way, ringing a bell and
being admitted by a drowsy nun, who ushered her into the warmth and
quiet of the inner hallway. Once in she mechanically followed to the
bronze grille which, as prison bars, obstructed the way, and here on
one of the two plain chairs placed before a small aperture she now sank
wearily and looked through.
Her cut eye was hurting her and her bruised hands. On the somewhat
faded jacket and crumpled hat, pulled on indifferently because she
was too hurt to think or care, there was some blown snow. And when
the Sister Secretary in charge of the room after midnight, hearing
footsteps, came to the grille, she looked up wanly, her little red,
rough hands crossed on her lap.
“Mother,” she said beseechingly, “may I come in?”
Then remembering that only Mother St. Bertha could admit her, added
wearily:
“Is Mother St. Bertha here? I was here before. She will know me.”
The Sister Secretary surveyed her curiously, sensing more of the
endless misery that was ever here, but seeing that she was sick or in
despair hastened to call her superior, whose rule it was that all such
requests for admission should be referred to her. There was no stir in
the room in her absence. Presently pattened feet were heard, and the
face of Mother St. Bertha, wrinkled and a-weary, appeared at the square
opening.
“What is it, my child?” she asked curiously if softly, wondering at the
crumpled presence at this hour.
“Mother,” began Madeleine tremulously, looking up and recognizing her,
“don’t you remember me? It is Madeleine. I was here four years ago. I
was in the girls’ ward. I worked in the sewing-room.”
She was so beaten by life, the perpetual endings to her never more than
tremulous hopes, that even now and here she expected little more than
an indifference which would send her away again.
“Why, yes, of course I remember you, my child. But what is it that
brings you now, dear? Your eye is cut, and your hand.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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