Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
And so for over a year it was that they clung together, seeking to make
of their lives an ideal thing. Only it was after she came into his life
that he had begun to worry—and because of what? It was no hardship for
him to live upon what he could make, but now that she had come, with
her beauty and her beauty’s needs, it was no longer the same. As soon
as she appeared he had seemed to sense his inefficiency as a creator
of means. Bowdler, the wealthy dealer, had once told him that if he
pleased him with something it might be worth five hundred dollars. Five
hundred dollars! But when he took a painting to Bowdler he said he was
overstocked, had too many of his things on hand—the very things that
to-day—(now that Vivian was gone) —were selling for as much as ten and
twelve thousand! And a single one of all those now being sold would
have made them both happy for a whole year or more!
_He had called this tree her parasol!_
And she had been able to do so little for him! Realizing how little
life had done for him she had decided then and there that all her
efforts must be bent toward correcting this injustice. Life owed him
more. And so it was that at last she had turned to the stage and sought
earnestly, day after day and week after week, only to obtain very
little of all she needed to make them happy, a small part in one of
Wexford’s many productions, he of the comedies and farces and beauty
shows. Yet after some effort she had made him admit that she was
distinctive and that he could use her. But then had come that long wait
of nearly three months before the work began! And in the meantime what
labor, the night and day work of rehearsals and appearances, the trying
to get back to him each afternoon or night. And he had been so patient
and hopeful and helpful, waiting for her after late hours of rehearsal
to walk home with her and encouraging her in every way. And yet always
there was a tang of something unreal about it all, hopes, as she so
truly feared, that were never to be realized, dreams too good to come
true. The hours had flown. The very pressure of his hand had suggested
paradise, present and yet not to be.
_She must be returning now. It was not wise for her to sit here alone._
And while those three months were dragging their slow days she had
borrowed what money she could to keep them going. She had even borrowed
from her mother! Yet they had been happy, wandering here and there, he
always rejoicing in the success which her work promised to bring her.
The studios facing the great park where she now lived at which they
had looked, he seeming to think they were not for such as he. (The
creatures who really dwelt there!)
_Yes, she must be going. His train was due at four._
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