Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
And then at last, her trial period was over, Wexford had complimented
her and her salary had been increased. She had begun to buy things
for Vivian and his studio, much as he protested. But best of all for
her the hope of better days still to come, greater fame for herself
and so better days for Vivian, a real future in which he was to
share—money,—comfort for them both.
“_To the apartment, Fred._”
And then—In spite of all her wishes and fears, had come the necessity
for her to go on the road with the show. And owing to their limited
means he was compelled to remain behind. Worse, despite the fact
that each knew that every thought was for the other, the thought of
separation tortured them both. Wherever she was there was the thought
of him, alone, at his easel and brooding. And herself alone. It had
seemed at times as though she must die unless this separation could be
ended.
_If only Harry were not coming into her life again!_
But it was not ended—for weeks. And then one day, after a brief
silence had come the word that he had been ill. A wave of influenza
was sweeping the city and had seized him. She was not to worry. But
she did worry—and returned immediately, only to find him far along the
path which he was never to retrace. He was so ill. And worse, a strange
despondency based on the thought that he was never to get well, had
seized him. He had felt when she left, or so he said, that something
were sure to happen. They might not ever, really, be together again. It
had been so hard for him to do without her.
He had added that he was sorry to be so poor a fighter, to bring her
back from her work. Her work! And he ill!
_The immense wall these hotels made along the park!_
And then against the utmost protest of her soul had come the end, a
conclusion so sudden and unexpected that it had driven despair like
metal into her very soul. Hour after hour and under her very eyes, her
protesting if not restraining hands and thoughts, he had grown weaker.
Though he knew, he seemed to wish to deny it, until at last his big
dear eyes fixed upon her, he had gone, looking as though he wished to
say something.
_This wretchedly wealthy West Side!_
It was that look, the seeking in it, that wishing to remain with her
that was written there, that had haunted her and did still. It was as
though he had wished to say: “I do not want to go! I do not want to go!”
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