Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“In due time, therefore, I was sent for, and regardless of how much
they dreaded a confession of hallucination here the confession was
made to me. I was asked to say what if anything could be done for
her, and if nothing, what was to be done with her. After that I was
permitted to talk to Marguerite whom of course I had long known, but
not as a specialist or as one called in for advice. Rather, I was
presented to her as visiting again as of yore, having dropped in after
a considerable absence. She seemed pleased to see me, only as I noticed
on this, as on all subsequent occasions, she seemed to wish, first,
not to stay long in my presence and more interesting still, as I soon
noted, to wish to keep her face, and even her profile, averted from me,
most especially her eyes and her glances. Anywhere, everywhere, save at
me she looked, and always with the purpose, as I could see, of averting
her glances.
“After she had left the room I found that this development was new
to the family. They had not noticed it before, and then it struck me
as odd. I suspected at once that there was some connections between
this and her disappointed love life. The devastating effect of lack of
success in love in youth had been too much for her. So this averted
glance appeared to me to have something to do with that. Fearing to
disturb or frighten her, and so alienate her, I chose to say nothing
but instead came again and again in order to familiarize her with my
presence, to cause her once more to take it as a matter of course.
And to enlist her interest and sympathy, I pretended that there was a
matter of taxes and some involved property that her father was helping
me to solve.
“And in order to insure her presence I came as a rule just before
dinner, staying some little time and talking with her. To guarantee
being alone with her I had her father and his sister remain out for a
few minutes after I arrived, so as to permit me to seem to wait. And
on these occasions I invented all sorts of excuses for coming into
conversation with her. On all of these visits I noticed that she still
kept her face from me. Having discussed various things with her, I
finally observed: ‘I notice, Marguerite, that whenever I come here now
you never look at me. Don’t you like me? You used to look at me, and
now you keep your face turned away. Why is that?’
“‘Oh, of course I like you, doctor, of course,’ she replied, ‘only,’
she paused, ‘well, I’ll tell you how it is: I don’t want to have the
same effect on you that I do on other men.’”
“She paused and I stared, much interested. ‘I’m afraid I don’t quite
understand, Marguerite,’ I said.
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