Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“‘Well, you see, it’s this way,’ she went on, ‘it’s my beauty. All
you men are alike you see: you can’t stand it. You would be just the
same as the rest. You would be wanting to flirt with me, too, and it
wouldn’t be your fault, but mine. You can’t help it. I know that now.
But I don’t want you to be following me like the rest of them, and you
would be if I looked at you as I do at the others.’ She had on at the
time a large hat, which evidently she had been trying on before I came,
and now she pulled it most coquettishly low over her face and then
sidled, laughingly, out of the room.
“When I saw and heard this,” he went on, “I was deeply moved instead
of being amused as some might imagine, for I recognized that this
was an instance of one of those kindly compensations in nature about
which I have been talking, some deep inherent wish on the part of some
overruling Providence perhaps to make life more reasonably endurable
for all of us. Here was this girl, sensitive and seeking, who had been
denied everything—or, rather, the one thing she most craved in life;
love. For years she had been compelled to sit by and see others have
all the attention and pleasures, while she had nothing—no pleasures,
no lovers. And because she had been denied them their import had been
exaggerated by her; their color and splendor intensified. She had
been crucified, after a fashion, until beauty and attention were all
that her mind cried for. And then, behold the mercy of the forces
about which we are talking! They diverted her mind in order to save
her from herself. They appeared at last to preserve her from complete
immolation, or so I see it. Life does not wish to crucify people, of
that I am sure. It lives on itself—as we see,—is “red of beak and claw”
as the phrase has it—and yet, in the deep, who knows there may be some
satisfactory explanation for that too—who can tell? At any rate, as
I see it basically, fundamentally, it is well-intentioned. Useless,
pointless torture had no real place in it; or at least so I think.” He
paused and stared, as though he had clinched his argument.
“Just the same, as you say,” I insisted, “it does live on itself, the
slaughter houses, the stockyards, the butcher shops, the germs that
live and fatten as people die. If you can get much comfort out of these
you are welcome.”
He paid no attention to me. Instead, he went on: “This is only a theory
of mine, but we know, for instance, that there is no such thing as
absolute evil, any more than there is absolute good. There is only
relative evil and relative good. What is good for or to me may be evil
to you, and vice versa, like a man who may be evil to you and good to
me.
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