Chains : $b lesser novels and stories — John Shaqi
Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“One of his worst delusions, doctor, is that there is one spirit
in particular who is trying to choke him to death. Dr. Major, our
superintendent, says he has incipient tuberculosis of the throat, with
occasional spasmodic contractions. There are small lumps or calluses
here and there as though caused by outside pressure and yet our nurse
assures us that there is no such outside irritation. He won’t believe
that; but whenever he tries to sleep, especially in the middle of the
night, he will jump up and come running out into the hall, insisting
that one of these spirits, which he insists are after him, is trying
to choke him to death. He really seems to believe it, for he comes out
coughing and choking and feeling at his neck as if some one has been
trying to strangle him. He always explains the whole matter to me as
being the work of evil spirits, and asks me to not pay any attention
to him unless he calls for help or rings his call-bell; and so I never
think anything more of it now unless he does.
“Another of his ideas is that these same spirits do something to his
food—put poison in it, or give it a bad odor or taste, so that he can’t
eat it. When he does find anything he can eat, he grabs it and almost
swallows it whole, before, as he says, the spirits have time to do
anything to it. Once, he says, he weighed more than two hundred pounds,
but now he only weighs one hundred and twenty. His case is exceedingly
strange and pathetic, doctor!
“Dr. Major insists that it is purely a delusion, that so far as being
choked is concerned, it is the incipient tuberculosis, and that his
stomach trouble comes from the same thing; but by association of ideas,
or delusion, he thinks some one is trying to choke him and poison his
food, when it isn’t so at all. Dr. Major says that he can’t imagine
what could have started it. He is always trying to talk to Mr. Davidson
about it, but whenever he begins to ask him questions, Mr. Davidson
refuses to talk, and gets up and leaves.
“One of the peculiar things about his idea of being choked, doctor, is
that when he is merely dozing he always wakes up in time, and has the
power to throw it off. He claims that the strength of these spirits is
not equal to his own when he is awake, or even dozing, but when he’s
asleep their strength is greater and that then they may injure him.
Sometimes, when he has had a fright like this, he will come out in the
hall and down to my desk there at the lower end, and ask if he mayn’t
sit there by me. He says it calms him. I always tell him yes, but it
won’t be five minutes before he’ll get up and leave again, saying that
he’s being annoyed, or that he won’t be able to contain himself if he
stays any longer, because of the remarks being made over his shoulder
or in his ear.
“Often he’ll say: ‘Did you hear that, Miss Liggett? It’s astonishing,
the low, vile things that man can say at times!’ When I say, ‘No, I
didn’t hear,’ he always says, ‘I’m so glad!’”
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