Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
She did not deserve that he should love her. It was the most
unfortunate thing for him that he did, but how could he help it now?
How overcome it? How punish her for her misdeeds to him without
punishing himself more? Love was such an inscrutable thing; so often
one lavished it where it was not even wanted. God, he could testify to
that! He was a fine example, really. She cared about as much for him as
she did for the lamp-post on the corner, or an old discarded pair of
shoes. And yet— He was never tired of looking at her, for one thing, of
thinking of her ways, her moods, her secrets. She had not done and was
not doing as she should—it was impossible, he was beginning to suspect,
for her so to do—and still—
* * * * *
_He must stop and send her a telegram before the train left!_
* * * * *
What a pleasure it was, indeed, anywhere and at all times, to have her
hanging on his arm, to walk into a restaurant or drawing-room and to
know that of all those present none had a more attractive wife than he,
not one. For all Idelle’s commonplace birth and lack of position to
begin with, she was the smartest, the best dressed, the most alluring,
by far—at least, he thought so—of all the set in which he had placed
her. Those eyes! That hair! That graceful figure, always so smartly
arrayed! To be sure, she was a little young for him. Their figures
side by side were somewhat incongruous—he with his dignity and years
and almost military bearing, as so many told him, she with that air
of extreme youthfulness and lure which always brought so many of the
younger set to her side wherever they happened to be. Only there was
the other galling thought: That she did not wholly belong to him and
never had. She was too interested in other men, and always had been.
Her youth, that wretched past of hers, had been little more than a
lurid streak of bad, even evil—yes, evil—conduct. She had, to tell the
truth, been a vile girl, sensuous, selfish, inconsiderate, unrepentant,
and was still, and yet he had married her in spite of all that, knowing
it, really. Only at first he had not known quite all.
* * * * *
“_Yes, all three of these! And wait till I get my sleeper ticket!_”
* * * * *
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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