Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
Instantly almost, only a few weeks after they were married, she seemed
to realize that she had made a mistake. It seemed not to make the
slightest difference to her, after the first week or so, that they
were married or that he was infatuated with her or that he was who he
was or that her every move and thought were beautiful to him. On the
contrary, it seemed only to irritate her all the more. She seemed to
sense then—not before—that he was really the one man not suited to her
by temperament or taste or ideas, not the kind she imagined she was
getting, and from then on there were the most terrible days, terrible—
* * * * *
_That pretty girl turning in at that village gate!_
* * * * *
Trying, depressing, degrading really. What dark frowns used to flash
across her face like clouds at that time—she was nineteen to his
twenty-four, and so pretty!—the realization, perhaps, that she had
made a mistake. What she really wanted was the gay, anachronistic,
unthinking, energetic person he had seemed to be under the stress of
the life at Ledgebrook’s, not the quiet, reasoning, dreamy person he
really was. It was terrible!
* * * * *
_Tall trees made such shadowy aisles at evening!_
* * * * *
Finally she had run away, disappeared completely one morning after
telling him she was going shopping, and then never seeing him any
more—ever—not even once! A telegram from Harrisburg had told him that
she was going to her mother’s and for him not to follow her, please;
and then before he could make up his mind really what to do had come
that old wolf Caldwell, the famous divorce lawyer of G——, representing
her mother, no doubt, and in smooth, ingratiating, persuasive tones
had talked about the immense folly of attempting to adjust natural
human antipathies, the sadness of all human inharmonies, the value of
quiet in all attempts at separation, the need he had to look after his
own social prestige in G——, and the like, until finally Caldwell had
persuaded him to accept a decree of desertion in some Western state in
silence and let her go out of his life forever! Think of that!
* * * * *
_The first call for dinner! Perhaps he had better go at once and have
it over with! He wanted to retire early to-night!_
* * * * *
But Jessica—how she had haunted him for years after that! The whole
city seemed to suggest her at times, even after he heard that she was
married again and the mother of two children, so strong was the feeling
for anything one lost. Even to this day certain corners in G——, the
Brandingham, where they had lived temporarily at first; Mme. Gateley’s
dressmaking establishment, where she had had her gowns made, and the
Tussockville entrance to the park—always touched and hurt him like some
old, dear, poignant melody.
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