Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“Fixin’ your hair again! Fixin’ your hair again! Fixin’ your hair
again!” she could hear her father screaming whenever she paused before
the one cracked mirror to arrange her hair. “Always in front of that
blank-blank mirror fixin’ her hair! If you don’t get away from in front
of it I’ll throw you an’ the mirror in the street! What the hell are
you always fixin’ your hair for? Say? What’re you always fixin’ your
hair for? Say! What? What’re you always fixin’ your hair for?”
But Tina was never cast down apparently, only silent. At times she
sang and walked with an air. She dressed herself as attractively as
possible, as if with the few things she had she was attempting to cast
off the burden of the life by which she was surrounded. Always she
was hiding things away from the others, never wanting them to touch
anything of hers. And how she had hated her father as she grew, in
bitter moments calling him a “sot” and a “fool.”
Tina had never been very obedient, refusing to go to church or to do
much of anything about the house. Whenever her father and mother were
drinking or fighting she would slip away and stay with some girl in the
neighborhood that she knew. And in spite of all this squalor and misery
and the fact that they moved often and the food was bad, Tina, once
she was twelve or thirteen, always seemed able to achieve an agreeable
appearance.
Madeleine often remembered her in a plaid skirt she had got somewhere,
which looked beautiful on her, and a little gilt pin which she wore at
her neck. And she had a way of doing her yellow hair high on her head,
which had stuck in Madeleine’s mind perhaps because of her father’s
rude comments on it.
II
It is not surprising that Madeleine came to her twelfth and thirteenth
years without any real understanding of the great world about her and
without any definite knowledge or skill. Her drunken mother was now
more or less dependent upon her, her father having died of pneumonia
and her brother and sister having disappeared to do for themselves.
Aside from petty beginners’ tasks in shops or stores, or assisting her
mother at washing or cleaning, there was little that she could do at
first. Mrs. Kinsella, actually compelled by the need for rent or food
or fuel after a time, would get occasional work in a laundry or kitchen
or at scrubbing or window-cleaning, but not for long. The pleasure of
drink would soon rob her of that.
At these tasks Madeleine helped until she secured work in a candy
factory in her thirteenth year at the wage of three-thirty a week. But
even with this little money paid in regularly there was no assurance
that her mother would add sufficient to it to provide either food or
warmth. Betimes, and when Madeleine was working, her mother cheered her
all too obvious sorrows with the bottle, and at nights or week-ends
rewarded Madeleine with a gabble which was all the more painful because
no material comfort came with it.
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