Death. He had never seen it. As he saw it now, he thought that he
had never beheld anything so incontestably real as its irrevocable
stillness. Here was finality; here was defeat beyond repair. In the
face of this judgment no revolt was possible. Only acceptance was
possible. The last word in life's argument had been spoken by an
adversary for long remote, forgotten; an adversary who had remained
ironically dumb before the babble, knowing that in his own time, with
one word, he could produce the irrefutable answer. There was something
positively satisfying in the faultlessness of the conclusion. He had
not thought that death would be like this. Not cruel, not ugly, not
beautiful, not terrifying--merely unanswerable. He wondered now at the
multitude of sensations that had chased successively across his mind
or across his vision: the elections, Fru Thyregod, the jealousy of
Eve, his incredulity and resentment at the news, his disinclination
for action, his indignation against the indifference of the sea; these
things were vain when here, at his feet, lay the ultimate solution.
Paul lay on his back, his arms straight down his sides, and his long,
wiry body closely sheathed in the wet soutane. The square toes of his
boots stuck up, close together, like the feet of a swathed mummy. His
upturned face gleamed white with a tinge of green in the light of the
lanterns, and appeared more luminous than they. So neat, so orderly he
lay; but his hair, alone disordered, fell in wet red wisps across his
neck and along the ground behind his head.
At that moment from the direction of Herakleion there came a long hiss
and a rush of bright gold up into the sky; there was a crackle of
small explosions, and fountains of gold showered against the night as
the first fireworks went up from the quays. Rockets soared, bursting
into coloured stars among the real stars, and plumes of golden light
spread themselves dazzlingly above the sea. Faint sounds of cheering
were borne upon the breeze.
The men around the body of the priest waited, ignorant and bewildered,
relieved that some one had come to take command. Their eyes were bent
upon Julian as he stood looking down; they thought he was praying
for the dead. Presently he became aware of their expectation, and
pronounced with a start,--
'Bind up his hair!'
Fingers hastened clumsily to deal with the stringy red locks; the limp
head was supported, and the hair knotted somehow into a semblance of
its accustomed roll. The old major-domo quavered in a guilty voice, as
though taking the blame for carelessness,--
'The hat is lost, Kyrie.'
Julian let his eyes travel over the little group of men, islanders all,
with an expression of searching inquiry.
'Which of you made this discovery?'
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