Eve herself was familiar with his mood. Whereas he had noted,
marvelled, and rejoiced at the simplicity with which they came
together, before that friendly concourse of people, she had stretched
out her hands to him with an unthinking gesture of possession. She had
kept her counsel during the unpropitious years, with a secrecy beyond
the determination of a child; but here, having gained him for her own;
having enticed him into the magical country where the standards drew
near to her own standards; where she, on the one hand, no less than he
upon the other, might fight with the naked weapons of nature for her
desires and beliefs--here she walked at home and without surprise in
the perfect liberty; that liberty which he accepted with gratitude, but
she as a right out of which man elsewhere was cheated. He had always
been surprised, on the rare occasions when a hint of her philosophy, a
fragment of her creed, had dropped from her lips unawares. From these
fragments he had been incapable of reconstructing the whole. He had
judged her harshly, too young and too ignorant to query whether the
falseness of convention cannot drive those, temperamentally direct and
uncontrolled, into the self-defence of a superlative falseness.... He
had seen her vanity; he had not seen what he was now, because himself
in sympathy, beginning to apprehend, her whole-heartedness that was,
in its way, so magnificent. Very, very dimly he apprehended; his
apprehension, indeed, limited chiefly to the recognition of a certain
correlation in her to the vibrant demands alive in him: he asked from
her, weakness to fling his strength into relief; submission to entice
his tyranny; yet at the same time, passion to match his passion, and
mettle to exalt his conquest in his own eyes; she must be nothing less
than the whole grace and rarity of life for his pleasure; flattery, in
short, at once subtle and blatant, supreme and meticulous, was what he
demanded, and what she was, he knew, so instinctively ready to accord.
As she put her hand into his, he felt the current of her pride as
definitely as though he had seen a glance of understanding pass between
her and the women of the village. He looked up at her, smiling. She had
contrived for herself a garment out of some strip of dark red silk,
which she had wound round her body after the fashion of an Indian sari;
in the opening of that sombre colour her throat gleamed more than
usually white, and above her swathed slenderness her lips were red in
the pallor of her face, and her waving hair held glints of burnish as
the leaves of autumn. She was not inadequate in her anticipation of his
unspoken demands: the exploitation of her sensuous delicacy was all for
him--for him!
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