He had expected, perhaps, that after her proud, frank welcome before
the people, she would turn to him when they were alone; but he
found her manner full of a deliberate indifference. She abstained
even from any allusion to her day's anxiety. He was reminded of all
their meetings when, after months, she betrayed no pleasure at his
return, but rather avoided him, and coldly disregarded his unthinking
friendliness. Many a time, as a boy, he had been hurt and puzzled by
this caprice, which, ever meeting him unprepared, was ever renewed
by her. To-night he was neither hurt nor puzzled, but with a grim
amusement accepted the pattern she set; he could allow her the
luxury of a superficial control. With the harmony between them, they
could play the game of pretence. He delighted in her unexpectedness.
Her reticence stirred him, in its disconcerting contrast with his
recollection of her as he had left her that morning. She moved from
the court into the drawing-room, and from the drawing-room back into
the court, and he followed her, impersonal as she herself, battening
down all outward sign of his triumph, granting her the grace of that
Epicurean and ironic chivalry. He knew their quietness was ominous.
They moved and spoke like people in the near, unescapable neighbourhood
of a wild beast, whose attention they must on no account arouse, whose
presence they must not mention, while each intensely aware of the
peril, and each alive to the other's knowledge of it. She spoke and
laughed, and he, in response to her laughter, smiled gravely; silence
fell, and she broke it; she thought that he took pleasure in testing
her power of reviving their protective talk; the effort increased in
difficulty; he seemed to her strangely and paralysingly sinister.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account