Harmony between them! if such harmony existed, it was surely the
harmony of hostility. They were enemies that evening, not friends.
If an understanding existed, it was, on her part, the understanding
that he was mocking her; on his part, the understanding that she,
in her fear, must preserve the veneer of self-assurance, and that
some fundamental convention--if the term was not too inherently
contradictory--demanded his co-operation. He granted it. On other
occasions his manner towards her might be rough, violent, uncontrolled;
this evening it was of an irreproachable civility. For the first time
in her life she felt herself at a disadvantage. She invented pretext
after feverish pretext for prolonging their evening. She knew that if
she could once bring a forgetful laugh to Julian's lips, she would fear
him less; but he continued to smile gravely at her sallies, and to
watch her with that same unbending intent. In the midst of her phrase
she would look up, meet his eyes bent upon her, and forget her words in
confusion. Once he rose, and stretched his limbs luxuriously against
the background of the open roof and the stars; she thought he would
speak, but to her relief he sat down again in his place, removed his
eyes from her, and fell to the dissection, grain by grain, of a bunch
of grapes.
She continued to speak; she talked of Kato, even of Alexander
Christopoulos; she scarcely knew he was not listening to her until
he broke with her name into the heart of her sentence, unaware that
he interrupted. He stood up, came round to her chair, and put his
hand upon her shoulder; she could not control her trembling. He said
briefly, but with all the repressed triumph ringing in his voice, 'Eve,
come'; and without a word she obeyed, her eyes fastened to his, her
breath shortened, deceit fallen from her, nothing but naked honesty
remaining. She had lost even her fear of him. In their stark desire for
each other they were equals. He put out his hand and extinguished the
candles; dimness fell over the court.
'Eve,' he said, still in that contained voice, 'you know we are alone
in this house.'
She acquiesced, 'I know,' not meaning to speak in a whisper, but
involuntarily letting the words glide out with her breath.
As he paused, she felt his hand convulsive upon her shoulder; her
lids lay shut upon her eyes like heavy petals. Presently he said
wonderingly,--
'I have not kissed you.'
'No,' she replied, faint, yet marvellously strong.
He put his arm round her, and half carried her towards the stairs.
'Let me go,' she whispered, for the sake of his contradiction.
'No,' he answered, holding her more closely to him.
'Where are you taking me, Julian?'
He did not reply, but together they began to mount the stairs, she
failing and drooping against his arm, her eyes still closed and her
lips apart. They reached her room, bare, full of shadows, whitewashed,
with the windows open upon the black moonlit sea.
'Eve!' he murmured exultantly. 'Aphros!...'
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