Never had he appeared to her so hopelessly inaccessible as now when he
laid his admiration, his almost religious idealisation of her at her
feet.
He went on,--
'You have been so infinitely good to me; I have come here so often, I
have talked so much; I have often felt, when I went away, that you, who
were accustomed to clever men, must naturally....'
'Why not say,' she interrupted, 'instead of "clever men," "men of my
own age? my own generation"?'
He looked at her doubtfully, checked. She was standing over him, her
hands on her hips, and he noticed the tight circles of fat round her
bent wrists, and the dimples in every joint of her stumpy hands.
'But why apologise?' she added, taking pity on his embarrassment, with
a smile both forgiving and rueful for the ill she had brought upon
herself. 'If you have enjoyed our talks, be assured I have enjoyed
them too. For conversations to be as successful as ours have been, the
enjoyment cannot possibly be one-sided. I shall miss them when you are
gone. You go to England?'
After a moment she said,--
'Isn't it strange, when those we know so intimately in one place
travel away to another place in which we have never seen them? What do
I, Kato, know of the houses you will live in in England, or of your
English friends? as some poet speaks, in a line I quoted to you just
now, of all the influences _dont je ne connais pas la puissance sur
votre coeur_! Perhaps you will even fall in love. Perhaps you will
tell this imaginary woman with whom you are to fall in love, about our
Islands?'
'No woman but you would understand,' he said.
'She would listen for your sake, and for your sake she would pretend
interest. Does Eve listen when you talk about the Islands?'
'Eve doesn't care about such things. I sometimes think she cares only
about herself,' he replied with some impatience.
'You ...' she began again, but, checking herself, she said instead,
with a grave irony that was lost upon him, 'You have flattered me
greatly to-day, Julian. I hope you may always find in me a wise
preceptor. But I can only point the way. The accomplishment lies with
you. We will work together?' She added, smiling, 'In the realms of the
impersonal? A philosophic friendship? A Platonic alliance?'
When he left her, she was still, gallantly, smiling.
PART II--EVE
I
After spending nearly two years in exile, Julian was once more upon his
way to Herakleion.
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