Chambers's Edinburgh Journal, No. 309: New Series, Saturday, December 8, 1849Various
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Chambers's Edinburgh Journal, No. 309: New Series, Saturday, December 8, 1849
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'Surely, Selina, you don't exult in it?' said Lucy, vexed at her
sister's air of triumph.
'Wait a minute. See the consequences of my visit to London, which, had
I been over-scrupulous, would never have taken place. Had I been _too_
particular, I should not have gone with Mrs Aylmer--should not have
been introduced to her wealthy and fashionable friends--should not have
met Mr Alfred Forde--_ergo_, should not have been engaged to be married
to him, as I have at present the happiness of being.'
'My dear Selina,' said Lucy timidly, but affectionately, laying her
hand upon her arm, and looking up into her face, 'are you sure that it
is a happiness? Are you quite sure that you _love_ Mr Forde?'
Selina frowned--perhaps in order to hide the blush that she could not
repress--and then peevishly shook off her sister's gentle touch.
'No lectures, if you please,' she said, turning away. 'Whatever my
feelings may be with regard to my future husband, they concern no one
but him and myself. Be assured I shall do my duty as a wife far better
than half the silly girls who indulge in hourly rhapsodies about their
love, devotion, and so forth.'
Lucy sighed, but dared not say more on the subject. She was aware that
Selina classed her with the 'silly girls' she spoke of. Some time
before, when her heart was bursting with its own weight of joy and
love, Lucy had been fain to yield to the natural yearning she felt for
some one to whom she could impart her feelings, and had told her sister
of her own love--love which she had just discovered was returned.
What an icy sensation she experienced when, in reply to her timid
and blushing confession, Selina sneered undisguisedly at her artless
ingenuousness, and 'begged to know the happy individual's name!' And
when she murmured the name of 'Arthur Meredith,' with all the sweet,
blushing bashfulness of a young girl half afraid of the new happiness
that has arisen in her heart--and almost fearing to whisper the beloved
name even to her own ears--how crushing, how cruel was the light laugh
of the other (a girl, too, yet how ungirlish!), as she exclaimed half
in scorn, half in triumph, 'I thought so! No wonder Miss Moore's legacy
was so easily resigned. I did not give you credit, Lu, for so much
skill in manœuvring.' Lucy earnestly and indignantly disclaimed the
insinuation; but Selina only bade her be proud of her talents, and
not feel ashamed of them; and she could only console herself by the
conviction that, in her inmost heart, Selina did not 'give her credit'
for the paltriness she affected to impute to her.
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