Chambers's Edinburgh Journal, No. 451: Volume 18, New Series, August 21, 1852Various
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Chambers's Edinburgh Journal, No. 451: Volume 18, New Series, August 21, 1852
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Jessie was ever a daily visitor, though no longer now a scholar; and
her presence had all the effect of religion on the boy--he was so
calm, and still, and holy, while she was there. When she was gone, he
was sometimes restless, though never peevish; but he would get
nervous, and unable to fix his mind on anything, his sick head turning
incessantly to the window, as if vainly watching for a shadowy hope,
and his thin fingers plucking ceaselessly at his bed-clothes, in
restless, weary, unsoothed sorrow. While she sat by him, her voice
sounding like low music in his ears, and her hands wandering about him
in a thousand offices of gentle comforting, he was like a child
sinking softly to sleep--a soul striving upward to its home, beckoned
on by the hands of the holier sister before it.
And thus he died--in the bright spring-time of the year, in the bright
spring-time of his life. Love had been the cradle-song of his infancy,
love was the requiem of his youth. His was no romantic fable, no
heroic epic; adventures, passions, fame, made up none of its
incidents; it was simply the history of a boy's manful struggling
against fate--of the quiet heroism of endurance, compensated by inward
satisfaction, if not by actual happiness.
True, his career was in the low-lying paths of humanity; but it was
none the less beautiful and pure, for it is not deeds, it is their
spirit, which makes men noble, or leaves them stained. Had Herbert
Lawson been a warrior, statesman, hero, philosopher, he would have
shewn no other nature than that which gladdened the heart of his
widowed mother, and proved a life's instruction to Jessie Hamilton, in
his small deeds of love and untaught words of faith in the solitude of
that lodging-house. Brave, pure, noble then, his sphere only would
have been enlarged, and with his sphere the weight and power of his
character; but the spirit would have been the same, and in the dying
child it was as beautiful as it would have been in the renowned
philosopher.
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