Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, Fifth Series, No. 40, Vol. I, October 4, 1884Various
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Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, Fifth Series, No. 40, Vol. I, October 4, 1884
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‘What am I to do, then?’ he asked with more humility in his manner than
he had yet displayed.
‘What I have told you. Wait as patiently as you can till the morning.
Be here at eight o’clock, and I promise to have everything explained to
your satisfaction without causing the girl annoyance.’
‘It’s kind of you to think of that, sir.’
‘Show your gratitude by doing what I tell you. Go back the way you
came; if you mounted by a ladder, return it to its proper place; and
when you come in the morning bring Culver with you.’
‘I can’t speak to him about it until I know she is safe.’
‘There is no need. You have only got to say he is wanted here. It
is better you should take the message than one of the servants. The
less gossip we have the more likely the girl is to escape scandal.
Good-night.’
‘Good-night, and ... thank you kindly.’
The Agitator had never imagined that there would come a day when he
should be compelled to speak such words of gratitude to the owner of
Ringsford. He obeyed his commands slowly but faithfully: all sense of
humiliation was stifled by the knowledge that whatever might be the
upshot of the meeting in the morning, the advice given him was sound,
and that in adopting it, he was rendering the best service to Pansy.
Mr Hadleigh knew that he had conquered the man, and did not think it
necessary even to look at him as he parted the heavy hangings and
stepped out on to the balcony. A few minutes after the window had
closed, however, he bolted it. That operation had been forgotten by
himself during the evening, and had not been performed by the servant,
who had instructions on no account to enter the library unless the bell
rang.
Resuming his seat at the desk, Mr Hadleigh completed the task in which
he had been so unpleasantly interrupted. He sealed the two envelopes,
and placed them in the drawer of the safe, which he locked.
‘I have done with these things now,’ was his mental observation, and
yet he lingered over the words, as if reluctant to pledge himself that
he should not again look at those records of a sad life. With more
firmness he said presently: ‘I shall not look at them again.’
He drew a curtain aside and looked out. The moon was shining dimly
through a haze; the white space before him looked like ghostland,
and it was peopled for him by ghosts of blunders in the past and of
hopes disappointed or relinquished as unattainable. If we could live
our lives over again! What use?—unless we could start with the bitter
experience which inspires the wish. Then how steadily we might steer
through the shoals of folly, passion, and falsehood.
In that still ghostland on which he was gazing, there rose a new
phantom offering comfort.
‘I will find my happiness in fostering theirs,’ he said, as he turned
from the window, and with hands clasped behind him, head bowed, began
to walk up and down the room.
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