Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, Fifth Series, No. 44, Vol. I, November 1, 1884Various
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Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, Fifth Series, No. 44, Vol. I, November 1, 1884
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Whilst Jerry went for the lantern, the moon began to light the
snow-covered ground, and Madge discovered Pansy in the doorway of the
stable. She was leaning against the door as if support were necessary
to save her from falling. Madge put her arm round the girl, and drawing
her out from the shadows into the moonlight, saw that the face was
white as the snow at their feet, and felt that the form was shivering
with agitation more than with cold.
‘I knew it would upset you, Pansy; and intended to tell you myself, but
wanted to do it when we were alone.’
‘It doesn’t matter, Missy,’ answered the girl through her chattering
teeth; ‘but thank you kindly. There’s no help for it now. I’ve been
the ruin of him, and standing out here, I’ve seen how wicked and cruel
I’ve been to him. I knew what he was thinking about, and I might have
told him not to think of it—but I liked him—I like him, and I wish they
would take me in his place. They ought to take me, for it was me that
drove him to it.’
‘Hush, hush, Pansy,’ said Madge with gentle firmness; ‘Caleb is
innocent, and will be free in a few days. It was only some foolish
business he had with Coutts Hadleigh which brought him under
suspicion.’
‘Yes, yes, but it was about me that he went to speak to Mr Coutts—and
Mr Coutts never said anything to me that a gentleman might not say.
Only he was very kind—very kind, and I came to think of him, and—and—it
was all me—all me! And you, though you didn’t mean it, showed me
how wrong it was, and I went away. And if Caleb had only waited,
maybe—maybe.... I don’t know right what I am saying; but I would have
come to myself, and have tried to make him happy.’
This hysterical cry showed the best and the worst sides of the girl’s
character. For a brief space she had yielded to the vanity of her sex,
which accepts the commonplaces of gallantry as special tributes to the
individual, and so had misinterpreted the attentions which Coutts would
have paid to any pretty girl who came in his way. She had been rudely
startled from her folly, and was now paying bitter penance for it. She
took to herself all the blame of Caleb’s guilt, and insisted that she
should be in jail, not him.
Madge allowed her feelings to have full vent, and then was able to
comfort her with the reiterated assurance of Caleb’s innocence, which
would be speedily proved.
The fit being over, Pansy showed herself to be a sensible being, and
listened attentively to the kindly counsel of her friend. She agreed
to follow her original plan, namely, to see her father in the morning
and then return to Camberwell to devote her whole energies to the task
of reclaiming her grandfather from his foolish ways and bringing him
out to Ringsford. Madge was certain that this occupation would prove
the best antidote to all Pansy’s unhappy thoughts and self-reproaches.
Meanwhile it was arranged that Pansy should not have Jenny Wodrow for
her bedfellow.
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