Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, Fifth Series, No. 44, Vol. I, November 1, 1884Various
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Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, Fifth Series, No. 44, Vol. I, November 1, 1884
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‘Heaven bless you, my dearest one!’ she murmured as the door closed.
Then she sank on to a seat and wept silently to herself for several
minutes. After a time she proceeded to dry her eyes. ‘What bundles of
contradictions we women are! We cry when we are in trouble, and we cry
when we are glad.’
Nanette came in, carrying a lighted lamp. She was about to close the
windows and draw the curtains, but her mistress stopped her. After the
hot day, the evening seemed too fresh and beautiful to be shut out.
Nanette turned down the flame of the lamp till it seemed little more
than a glowworm in the dusk, and then left the room.
‘How lonely I feel, now that he has gone,’ said Mora; ‘but to-morrow
will bring him again—to-morrow!’
She crossed to the piano and struck a few notes in a minor key. Then
she rose and went to the window. ‘Music has no charms for me to-night,’
she said. ‘I cannot read—I cannot work—I cannot do anything. What
strange restlessness is this that possesses me?’ There was a canary in
a cage hanging near the window. It chirruped to her as if wishful of
being noticed. ‘Ah, my pretty Dick,’ she said, ‘you are always happy so
long as you have plenty of seed and water. I can whisper my secret to
you, and you will never tell it again, will you? Dick—he loves me—he
loves me—he loves me! And I love him, oh, so dearly, Dick!’
She went back to the piano and played a few bars; but being still beset
by the same feeling of restlessness, she presently found her way again
to the window. On the lawn outside, the dusk was deepening. The trees
stood out massive and solemn against the evening sky, but the more
distant features of the landscape were lost in obscurity. How lonely
it seemed! There was not a sound anywhere. Doubtless, several windows
of the hotel were lighted up, but from where Mora was standing they
were not visible. Dinner was still in progress; as soon as it should
be over, the lawn would become alive with figures, idling, flirting,
smoking, seated under the trees, or promenading slowly to and fro.
At present, however, the lady had the whole solemn, lovely scene to
herself.
She stood gazing out of the window for some minutes without moving,
looking in her white dress in the evening dusk like a statue chiselled
out of snowy marble.
‘My heart ought to beat with happiness,’ she inwardly communed; ‘but it
is filled with a vague dread of something—I know not what—a fear that
has no name. Yet what have I to fear? Nothing—nothing! My secret is
still my own, and the grave tells no tales.’
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