Chambers's journal of popular literature, science, and art, fifth series, No. 116, Vol. III, March 20, 1886Various
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Chambers's journal of popular literature, science, and art, fifth series, No. 116, Vol. III, March 20, 1886
Various
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‘Will you never, never speak to me again, my darling, my darling!’
I heard the words too plainly to mistake or forget them. ‘Will you
never speak to me again! Year after year, as the day comes round, I
have prayed to God to grant me but one sweet word—one word to tell me
of your love! Oh, my darling, my darling, have I prayed in vain? Will
those lips never again open with a smile, those eyes never again look
into mine, even when I come to you on my knees, as I do this Christmas
morning!’
These strange words reproached me. Into what sacred precincts had I
intruded? What heart-breaking grief was I desecrating?
Suddenly the tone of voice changed. The sad pathos gave way to accents
of joy. ‘See! see, my beloved one; here are gifts worthy of a queen.
Did I not tell you the time would come when all our struggles would
be over; when there would be no more fighting for very bread; no more
daily care; no more dread of the future; no fears for success, because
it would be already mine! Ah, Gertrude, my wife, my darling, you were
good and patient to me in those days. If the clouds were dark, your
eyes were always bright; if the heavens were overcast, your smile drove
away the storm; your voice was the music of my life, your ceaseless
trust was my lodestar. But all has changed. Those days have passed.
I am rich now; they say I am famous. The day is now too short for my
work, and the night too short for rest. And yet I need rest. I feel I
cannot live much longer if I may not rest. My brain is ever reeling
with its weariness, yet I cannot sleep. Night after night is one long
vigil. No sleep, no rest, no peace! I have been waiting for this night,
for you, my love, for you! And now the hour has come. It is Christmas
morning.—Hark! already I hear the sound of the Christmas bells. Ah! no
wonder, for my wife, my beloved, has come back to me at last—come back
to me from the dead!’
In feverish excitement, I listened. But there was no answer—not a
sound, when that trembling voice ceased, to break the stillness of the
night.
Presently, it began again. ‘They tell me it is thirty years ago.
Nonsense! That is only a dream. It was yesterday—yesterday, that you
spoke to me for the last time—yesterday, that you bade me good-bye, and
kissed me when I went away. And to-day, you are as you were then. No
change, no change, none at all. You are as young and as fair as when I
first took your hand in mine and called you “wife.”’
Then there was a pause, and I was conscious of some movement beyond the
tapestry behind which I was guiltily hiding.
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